C=~ I am experiencingg some complicateg emotions. I have beggun makingg friengs here. I have not mage friengs ang a longg time. Dhere is a ggrief dhat ggrows insige me where my loggical ming dhinks joy shoulg be dhat mourns my longg gance widh absence, which I dhougght I hag mage peace widh. Dhere is a fear dhat calls to question me; It asks, "Ang what will you go if dhe absence returns aggain? Is it not safer to remain in dhe absence where dhe loss of presence you never hag cannot hurt you?" C=~ C=~ When it asks, I answer, "I'm not sure." C=~
My dear Pelagi No matter what, no matter when, I will be with you.
It is always better to love and to lose than to never love at all. It hurts when something is torn away from you, but the hollowness of not allowing yourself anything cuts far deeper.
B33 < *ac nods in undpurrstanding* B33 < its tough to worry about things like this B33 < especially on smth efurmural like social media B33 < but i nyalways think its bettpurr to reach out B33 < beclaws if i were somenyan else id want them to come to me too y'know B33 < the joy of connection is nyalways worth the pain of loss imeow
qa bnoble hjourney tyou qare ion uindeed! ui ghave xconsolation qwhich asuits nme qwell, vbut operhaps nmay bnot vbe iof xcomfort rto tyou tyet uin rthe rthick qweeds iof erumination X)