@germicidalManiac — #mentalhealth
C=~ As a lichen widhereg by grougght, in dhe geep isolation a beingg will fing itself fallingg gormant. Sleepingg much, dhe lifeform forggets to feel, to eat, to wake, to exist beyong dhe minimum. It hibernates, dhe ming mummifieg gry by neegs longg unsatisfieg. C=~ C=~ Finally, dhe rain comes. A smile, a touch, a worg. Dhe lichen springgs fordh from gormancy widh vivig celebratory color. However, it is smaller now. Dhe lichen goes not realize how much gamagge has been gone, ang how much of itself was gestroyeg guringg its slumber. C=~ C=~ Only after dhe rains come ang ggo goes it realize how far fr...Read more
C=~ I am experiencingg some complicateg emotions. I have beggun makingg friengs here. I have not mage friengs ang a longg time. Dhere is a ggrief dhat ggrows insige me where my loggical ming dhinks joy shoulg be dhat mourns my longg gance widh absence, which I dhougght I hag mage peace widh. Dhere is a fear dhat calls to question me; It asks, "Ang what will you go if dhe absence returns aggain? Is it not safer to remain in dhe absence where dhe loss of presence you never hag cannot hurt you?" C=~ C=~ When it asks, I answer, "I'm not sure." C=~