Cooonstantly. Feels like I'm looking at someone that's not me. Bad enough I have to keep the mirror in my hive covered after I broke the last one.

oh no man. um, you might want to explore this website a little bit more! try searching the name 'june' and get back to me in a few hours about your thoughts.
actually yeah that's a pretty good description. like, i know that it is me, but it doesn't feel like me, y'know?
oh yeah that's the girl version of us. i've seen her around sorta. she seems cool. not sure how those things are connected though?

how do i explain this to me.

have you considered that some of the girl versions of us were not born as girls?

well yes. some of the girl versions of us were not born as girls! and what you're experiencing when you look in the mirror is maybe incredibly similar to what they used to feel when they looked in the mirror too. it might be good to talk to one or two of them about it sometime.
Yeah... I know why I feel like that at least. Another. You..? Mentioned dysphoria, so I'll mention dismorphia. It's similar, but unrelated to gender and has to do woth disliking something about your body the way it is to an at times obsessive degree. If it ends up not being dysphoria, it might be dismorphia

that used to be pretty normal for me, yeah.
