Am I ready to see him again? I feel my face contorting. I am sweating. I haven't sweat in decades. My breathing is dense. My head is warm.

I see. I do+ubt there is any sense in trying to+ tell yo+u no+t to+ attend fo+r yo+ur o+wn sake, so+ I wish yo+u the best o+f luck instead. Please take care o+f yo+urself.
Well the higher the stakes just means the more focused the effort. The natural instinct to keep ya head above water will carry most folk. But convincin' yourself it'll all go wrong is the only way to ensure it will.
Thank you, legendary pulchritude powerhouse, Problem Sleuth. I do, however, require more Vim.
Black coffee tends to help in a pinch. The stronger the better. I'm talking like 'feels like getting punched in the mouth' strong. Just treat it like takin' some medicine.
I will settle for the tea.

i don't know yoUr story, rose, bUt trUly nothing good can come from visiting him. why woUld yoU even want to? :U
Murder, generally. Ideally.

yoU know as well as any of Us do that won't work on him.
Please, I am not going unprepared. Even now, he can't see these messages we speak. I am only arriving with excess worry.

...alright. give him hell.
