i see myself, i hear myself, and i see myself. there is dreamless sleep where i am and yet where i am i am nOt within that dreamless sleep. i truly wOnder hOw i feel. i am myself i shOuld knOw hOw i feel. but they are sO very different tO me yet they are the exact same. i wOnder why i did what i did there. its technically nOt me. but i suppOse it makes sense Only i wOuld chOse what i did. if nOt tO save what i thOught i wOuld have saved but tO quell the pain. i was very keen On viOlence against Others. i suppOse i never said anything abOut Other me’s. i need time tO think. i can’t think. it’s all sO lOud. yet its deafenly quiet tO the nOrth. it’s quiet. it’s vOid. it’s nOthing. it is me. and i feel what it feels, and it feels what i dO. it lOOks Out Of my eyes as i lOOk Out Of theirs. it’s… unique. -#psychOlOgicalhOrrOr #eldritchhOrrOr #viOlence
O~ The experienceS of the dream Self are truly unique and often diSturbing. It SoundS like you have much to digeSt from theSe eventS. ~O