♦ pitied by @guiltyTreasure
Havwen’t been able to dashwvatch much lately. Got myself a proper job finally.
⦓ ... Sometimes I think about how very easy it would be to kill someone. I could just... Do it. They'd be gone in an instant. Teleport their pusher right out of their chest. Teleport something sharp inside their neck. Swap their pan's hemispheres. Air in their blood, even, if I wanted nobody to notice. It would be so, so easy. But I could never. I could never do that, like... Emotionally. Which is why it's so terrifying that it would be that simple. Eugh... I don't feel good thinking about it, but I'm just... Stuck on the thought... I don't like it... ⦔
Great. So, i've spent a year wondering what happened, and I come back and the answer is "litesally nothing." It's been less than a day for all of you. Just runnng out my clock, is that it, Chittr?
((i frequently get upset because of my own writing and characterization. and then i obsess about that and often have to fight the urge to just delete everything so that the obsessive nagging feeling in my brain will go away. ughhh this always happens when i rp in a public setting. rn it's mostly my kankri writing that's bothering me)) #ooc-vent, #vent