
@hteadnUdemrofnu
more thoughts occur to me. they are mine yet i do not know what they mean. “he can’t atone.”
emotions bleed through from elsewhere. not mine. belongs to another. someone i hate. i feel a sense of shame, regret, confusion. i am delighted by these feelings.
i think. i feel. i wonder. that i am not capable of evil. because i am… antithesis?
i think i was supposed to be beautiful.
i see the word family. i feel sickened.
to make the evil suffer. is good.
suffer. suffer suffer suffer suffer…for who?
hm. there is a word. it describes what i want. but i cannot. uncover it.
i can do no wrong. for i do not know what it is.
this is my body. i have no body. are both true?
i can sense bits and pieces. floating away. i will take them. and then… what then?
the loud one speaks in blood. it is familiar.
i see (feel?) a post mentioning green. i think i like green.
a thought occurs to me, i am not sure what it means. “good taste.”










