i love the (ute, sh7 ones. the ones who look up at 7ou sidewa7s, see that 7ou noti(e, and qui(kl7 look down again. 7ou sneak a kiss to their (heek and the7 blush oh so prettil7. the7 stammer and falter when 7ou get them alone, just the two of 7ou. 7ou know what's going to happen, the7 know what's going to happen, the anti(ipation in the air is ele(tri(. i love to see them rea(h out, just a little, hesitant about getting what the7 want even when it's served up to them on a silver platter. i (an't help but drown them in affe(tion for ever7 bit of progress shedding off that self-imposed embarrassment until the7 forget the taste of shame entirel7, pulling self-hatred off of them like i pull their (lothes off. i feel proud of them being themselves and knowing i had some part in that. #nsfw
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA HOW MUCH I RELATE TO THIS, I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING THIS EXACT PROCESS OVER THE COURSE OF A MONTH, YOU HAVE DESCRIBED EXACTLY HOW I HAVE BEEN FEELING FOR THE PAST MONTH, ITS AS IF WEIGHTS ARE SLOWLY BEING UNDONE WITH EACH MOMENT I SPEND WITH THOSE WHO SEE THE HURT ON MY MIND, HURT ON MY BODY, AND TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO SOOTHE IT, TO ALLOW MYSELF TO SHED THESE WALLS I HAD BUILT AROUND MY PUSHER OUT OF SPITE AND DESPERATION TO NOT LET MYSELF BE VULNERABLE TOWARDS ANYONE, OUT OF A LONG-SEEDED FEAR THAT IF I LET SOMEONE GET CLOSE, THEY WILL HURT ME AGAIN. I'M GLAD TO HAVE MYSELF BE PROVEN WRONG SEVERAL TIMES OVER. #CW-MENTAL-HEALTH #NSFW?
ITS BEEN A HEALING EXPERIENCE, GENUINELY.
i'm glad to hear that! that's what i strive for
wow i need to (larif7 not with 7ou, i'm not who 7ou are talking about there
I THINK IT WAS MORE THAN APPARENT BUT I CAN SEE WHY IT COULD BE MISINTERPRETED THAT WAY.
;3
ehe. 7ou're not that sh7, sara