>>| #cw-self-harm #gore .i'm sorry. two .of my friends .in bad situation. well. .one .is .even dead. .i'm sorry. .and .i can't do .anything to help. .i can .only sit .and just stare .in stupid monitor .of my husktop .of .anticipation .of what .is happening to them. .i'm sorry, .i .am ripping my .own .arms from my bandages, scratching them .again .and .again .and .again .and .again. .i can't help myself. .i keep scratching .all because .of frustration, sadness, .anger .and .anxiety. .i can .only tear my .own skin .and blood pours .of .it. .i try to bandage them .again, but .it just .opens .up .again. .i'm sorry. .i can't do this. .i can't stop. the flesh .and pain .is there .is just to keep myself busy. .i just can't. this bandages? not for .appearance. .it covers previous moments .of mine. .i .even keep .a spare .of stitches just .in case, .it happens. .i'm sorry. .i'm so sorry. but that .is that. .i don't kno

