we fell asleep for a while. think i woke up cause i havent had dinner. guess the food from the party wasnt enough to keep me full the whole day. ...i dont wanna get up off the floor though. its nice laying next to haru like this. not the first time ive gone hungry, and i do have some food in my stomach at least. not like a lot of night's were on earth before i met my moirail. should probably get her to check chittr actually, she stopped using it a while ago. my moirail i mean. well. "moirail". she started calling herself that but really i think shes kind of a larper. i dont think she actually... gets quadrants. whatever ... being able to spend time with my matesprit, and now laying next to haru after we sparred and stabbed each other... makes it all worth it, i think. maybe its awful to think because of how bad the stuff that happened to me back on earth was, but.. id take being tortured for a million year's (461538.46 sweep's) in exchange for experiencing this moment again. ...yeah. im content. #karmarambling #violence #cw-abuse #vent #vent-i-guess-even-though-thats-not-the-point-of-the-post #happy-vent? #content #peaceful