"puppet" 'nother song written by me. this ones also deeply personal. mind the content warning's #violence #cw-abuse #cw-selfharm i think im scared of hurting others, so instead i hurt myself. i cut open my own chest, show all the doctors my bad health. and now im waking up inside, watching, forced to do things that i find funny, heartless, caring, cold, faithful, charming, scary, bold, THE DICE ARE ROLLED im a puppet on a string, cannot say a damn thing, about my fucked up situation. im the freakshow of the town, always staring, lookin 'round, i think i need decapitation. only person around here, no one to relate my fear, and i get no consolation. another piece on the board, forced to just move forward, and i get no compensation this is my life you think im on your leash, and i think youre a fucking joke. i fill a psychological niche, no matter how many times im broke. now i see what you are, bleeding eyes, fucking lies, looming in the dark. evil, brainless, useless, sold, running, harming, hairy, bald, AND IVE BEEN TOLD IM A PUPPET ON A STRING, CANNOT SAY A DAMN THING, ABOUT MY FUCKED UP SITUATION. IM THE LOSER OF THE TOWN, NEVER SPEAKING, STANDING DOWN, I THINK I NEED DECAPITATION. ONLY PERSON AROUND HERE, HOPE THEY DONT FIND OUT IM QUEER, OR THIS IS LAST DESTINATION. ANOTHER PAWN ON THE BOARD, FOLLOW STORIES FORETOLD, AND I GET NO CONSOLATION THIS IS MY LIFE