♦ pitied by @measureTwice
It is very courageous and honest of you to admit that you can feel yourself losing this one. Honourable, even. I'll withhold from too much further teasing for the night, out of respect for your admission. Truly, it is good to keep learning and improving, Ronin. Proud of you.
We'll see how much fun I have when he notices. 3 months or so ago is a decently long time.
It was surprisingly brief. He doesn't post as often as I... Had thought.
Hmm... Bored. May scroll to the first post of a specific someone's blog and react to it. May get more bored half way through and not do that.
Hm. Interesting. So his first post was when we met. For some reason, I had misremembered that and assumed he'd been around for longer. Well, regardless, apparently I hadn't reacted on it, so. Ping. #directposting
Also, you hardly post. It was woefully quick.
I got bored. I also publicly announced that I was going to do it, so you won't find any shame from me.
People are going to get the wrong idea if I keep posting so I'll try to be quiet for a while. Sigh. Wishing you all a goodlight. I'll still be about, so dm me or comment if you wish to chat. I'm just. Going to uh. Stop bleeding my emotions onto the feed in an easily misunderstood way.
... It was a particularly dull day on Chittr and I had little to do, that's all. Don't let your ego get ahead of you, Ronin. ... And perhaps I was slightly worried by how long it had been since your last post, given how chaotic this site often is. But that's ordinary. I feel that way about a lot of people.
... The man I like to bother sometimes has not been posting. Who am I supposed to annoy? Sigh. At least I know he's likely fine... #specificposting
... Glad he hasn't backread all that far. Lets pretend I have posted nothing of interest or concern.
Yes, significantly. I have a few new scars and aches that I imagine I'll be carrying for the rest of my life, but... I was able to spar quite well without reopening anything at all, so seems all I need now is to regain my strength, get used to the new aches, and I shall be as strong as I was before. I appreciate the concern.
It isn't specifically that I want to wear a dress. I just long for variety that I cannot have. Sigh. I'm going to have to dress someone up instead.
I'm going to have to work a little more on restoring my strength before I can do a backflip again, but I will be able to soon.
hot-drink-of-choice? ♥:-coffee ♠:-hot-chocolate ♦:-tea ♣:-cider
did-you-play-sgrub/sburb? ♥:-played-and-won ♠:-played-and-lost ♦:-never-played-but-i-know-what-it-is ♣:-never-played-and-i-dont-know-what-it-is
have-you-ever-cheated-on-a-romantic-partner? ♥:-yes ♠:-no ♦:-ive-never-had-a-romantic-partner ♣:-nuance-(explain-in-comments)
VERY,HOT,OUTSIDE,IMM,GOING,TO,!!,MMELT,!
NOT,TO,WORRY,KALBUR,SENPAI,MMY,DAYLIGHT,EMMPLOYERS,TYPICALLY,LOCK,MME,INTO,A,PANIC,BLOCK,AT,THE,START,OF,MMY,SHIFT,I,AMM,ONLY,TO,EXIT,IF,THERE,IS,A,BREACH,IN,THE,ONLY,EXTERIOR,DOOR,ON,THE,PROPERTY,BUT,THAT,HAS,YET,TO,HAPPEN,AND,I,BELIEVE,IT,IS,BECAUSE,THERE,ARE,LASER,TURRETS,IMMMMEDIATELY,BEYOND,THE,BUILDING,TO,DETER,THIEVES,IN,SEARCH,OF,IMMPERIAL,SCRAP ദ്ദി,´⌣`,)
I,DONT,MMIND,WORKING,AT,THE,WAREHOUSE,DURING,THE,DAYTIMME,LIKE,THIS,BECAUSE,I,GET,TO,STAY,INSIDE,AND,HAVE,MMY,OWN,FAN,AND,ITS,REALLY,QUIET,WHEN,THERES,NOT,DUBIOUS,CREAKING,AND,THE,VENTS,ARE,NOT,GROANING,BUT,OTHERWISE,I,HAVE,NO,CHOICE,BUT,TO,IGNORE,THOSE,THINGS,AND,WATCH,VIDEOS,AND,READ,COMMICS,INSTEAD,^_^, https://cdn...imgchest...com/files/adc820eb036f...png
Hmm... What to do with this responsibility I have just been handed... I am hardly healthy enough to handle it myself right now. Delegating tasks it is. My least favourite thing to do. That is a joke. There are things I hate much, much more.
Task delegated. Whether or not it works is a little out of my hands regardless, so here's hoping they can handle it. I'll forgive them if they can't. I need some more sleep. The pain is catching up again.
OH,GGOD
THATS,OKAY,IF,I,CANT,DELETE,AN,IMMAGE,I,WILL,JUST,DELETE,MMY,ENTIRE,ACCOUNT
IT,WAS,A,LITTLE,SILLY,OF,MME,TO,FORGET,THAT,MMY,REGULARLY,SCHEDULED,DISPLEASURE,WOULD,BE,RIGHT,AROUND,THE,CORNER,HOW,HILARIOUS,OF,MMMM,E
OH,GOD,WHAT,IF,SHES,DEAD
SAVE,MME,ENERGY,DRINK,AND,THREW,IBUPROFEN,SAVE,MME
I,THINK,AFTER,WRITHING,IN,MMY,CUPE,LIKE,A,DYING,ANIMMAL,IT,HAS,TIRED,MMY,PAN,OUT,TO,THE,POINT,OF,TRUE,EXHAUSTION,ANDNOE,I,CANFFINALLY,GET,A,NAO,BEFORE,I,HAAVE,TOWAKE,UP,IN,4,HOURDS
ANOTHER,TORTUROUS,PRE-CUPE,MMEMMORY,THAT,IS,WITHHOLDING,REST,FROMM,MMY,WEARY,MMIND,IS,THE,TIMME,THAT,I,WALKED,INTO,A,STREET,LAMMP,IN,FRONT,OF,A,CUTE,BOY,CROSSING,THE,STREET,AND,HEARD,HIMM,LAUGH,IMMMMEDIATELY,AFTER,RRGH
GGHHHGRH,OR,HOW,BAD,OF,A,GOREDASH,DRIVER,I,WAS,.........,ONE,TIMME,I,HAD,A,REALLY,BIG,ORDER,TO,DELIVER,AND,I,HADNT,REALIZED,THAT,THE,BAG,SPLIT,OPEN,ON,MMY,WAY,BACK,TO,MMY,VEHICLE,SO,BY,THE,TIMME,I,HAD,GOTTEN,TO,THE,HIVE,TO,DROP,OFF,THE,FOOD,I,HAD,A,SLOPPY,UDON,MMESS,IN,MMY,PASSENGER,SIDE,SEAT
HHRGH,IMMMM,TRYING,TO,SLEEP,BUT,I,KEEP,TOSSING,AND,TURNING,BECAUSE,MMY,PAN,HAS,DECIDED,TO,AGGRESSIVELY,REMMIND,MME,OF,MMY,WAITRESSING,DAYS,AND,HOW,AWFUL,I,ACTUALLY,WAS,LIKE,THE,TIMME,I,LOST,CONTROL,OF,THE,TRAY,AND,DRENCHED,BOTH,OF,THEMM,IN,COFFEE,AND,SOUP,AND,WHEN,I,HAD,TURNED,AWAY,AS,A,VIOLENTLY,HORRIFIED,REACTION,I,IMMMMEDIATELY,HIT,THE,WALL,BEHIND,MME,AND,GAVE,MMYSELF,A,NOSEBLEED,AND,MMY,BOSS,JUST,LAUGHED,AT,MME,!!,AND,SO,DID,THE,CUSTOMMERS,OH,MMY,GOD,AND,THEY,DIDNT,EVEN,TIP,MME
I,WASGIFTGED,ONE,OF,THOSE,LITTLE,PRONGTRAP,THINGS,ANND,I,CANNOT,FIND,A,WAY,TO,REMMOVE,IT...
⦓ Unclear whether I want affection or want to be as far as possible from the people I don't want to hurt and thus I have ended up #vent posting on chittr instead. My apologies for that. I'm going to... I don't know. Figure it out, I guess. ⦔ ⦓ Hope you all have a good rest of your night or day or whatever time it is for you. ⦔
gotcha alwaies sucks when people you like talking to are offline for ages i alwaies start wondering if theie died or something i've prettie much alwaies been proven wrong though and theie're just busie or stressed or forgot to replie im sure your whoever is probablie gonna be back too
⦓ ... Ignore that last post. Perhaps I shall have a nap. ⦔
⦓ ... And the mood has once again swung down. But I did enjoy the upswing so I hope next time I can hold onto it a little longer... ⦔ ⦓ ... Their last post was five days ago. I can't help but worry. Don't ask who I'm talking about, I'm just venting a little... ⦔
I,STILL,REALLY,LIKE,MMY,WAREHOUSE,SECURITY,JOB,EVEN,THOUGH,IT,WIGS,MME,OUT,A,LOT,OF,THE,TIMME,ESPECIALLY,RIGHT,NOW,I,REALLY,HATE,IT,WHEN,THE,BOTS,MMOVE,AROUND,IN,THE,STORAGE,HULL,AND,ALL,I,HAVE,IS,A,FLASHLIGHT,AND,I,CANT,REMMEMMBER,MMY,WAY,BACK,TO,THE,DOOR,HHH
⦓ Upon further inspection I have looked at your profile picture closer and I now understand. Apologies. It does still look cool just not when I do it. ⦔
⦓ Mediate was an unexpected response to my nosebleed post... ⦔
⦓ When I was a wriggler I used to think nosebleeds were cool and edgy like in the shows I watched but honestly being prone to them now is actually such a major inconvenience! ⦔
THIS,IS,PROBABLY,THE,MMOST,CHOPPED,AND,MMISERABLE,THAT,I,HAVE,EVER,BEEN,AND,I,CANT,EVEN,DO,ANYTHING,ABOUT,IT,IMMMMEDIATELY,THIS,IS,QUITE,UNFORTUNATE,FOR,OLD,CHOPPU,KOHAI
NO,BUT,FORREAL,I,THINK,IMM,MMAKING,EVERYTHING,HARDER,THAN,IT,HAS,TO,BE,NO,I,WONT,EXPLAIN
FUCK,MMY,CUTE,ANIMME,GIRL,LIFE
MMY,AC,HAS,STOPPED,WORKING,IN,THE,SKITTERVAN
(( and on the funniest possible one too ))
(( THIS WAS NOT A VORE JOKE I HAVE BEEN INFORMED THAT IT READS AS ONE I AM SO SORRY I WAS THINKING OF THE GIF WHERE THE GUY EATS THE LITTLE TREAT AND RUNS AWAY IM SO SORRY ))
Trying not to hum a song when I'm already feeling paranoid. I'm usually better about keeping silent, but it's been in my head for two days now so I am feeling slightly consumed by it. This happens sometimes. At least it's a good song.
... That is certainly true. I am hardly at my best. Unfortunately, the sun has lowered, and I have places to be. ... Perhaps I can nap when I get there. If I'm lucky.
Mm, I understand. You and I both. Although in my case it's... Well. I cannot sleep when others are awake. Their poor sleep is my poor sleep. So be it. Rest well when you do rest, Ronin. I will likely just tank it, though I know that's not necessarily the best idea.
Certainly. It wasn't judging, more so curiosity. Perhaps concern if you wished to see it in a kinder light.
I do not feel like playing toys with you right now. Get off of my post or you will be blocked. Thank you.
3,COFFEES,BACK,TO,BACK,MMAKE,AN,UNBELIEVABLE,CRASH
Please get off my post.
For someone who claimed I would sleep well tolight I was in fact completely wrong. But I suppose... since I didn't sleep... I cannot sleep "well" or "poorly". So I have yet to prove or disprove the sleeping well.
Goodlight all. It's time to rest.
Feeling very content tonight. I will sleep well.
... I am beginning to think that some people have decided that their expectations of a person outweigh what the person is actually saying. #vagueposting
And so the blocklist grows. Fucksake.
... Another one? Are you actually joking?
... Unfortunately that would give away a little too much about my potential blood colour. But she was a little nasty, in truth. Still, she cared enough to fight off my enemies without even asking why. Never a dull moment with her. We were both too prideful and I was too much a coward to hold her. If I had asked, though, I feel she would have let me, even if she would bite my head about it to mock me. Missed opportunities, and all that. I'm happy that you still have yours. It's a barkbeast eat barkbeast world sometimes.
... I sometimes wish I had put up with the embarrassment of doing juvenile actions with my lusus before she was gone. But perhaps you are right. You are both adults after all. Take your lusus to the club instead. That was a joke most clubs do not allow lusii.
... No disrespect to some Beforans, but the culture around blood is incredibly different, that's all.
Friendly reminder to anyone and everyone: Do not give your blood to strangers for free. Probably don't do it for money either, but definitely do not do it for free.
... I cannot believe I have to say this twice. Do not. Give people. Your blood. And if you do, at least get a reward for risking your fucking life. What the fuck am I reading.
I'm just... Going to go to sleep. Goodlight all.
Starting your first comment with smug laughter feels a little far from "sympathy", so do forgive me if you set yourself up for misunderstanding and I happened to misunderstand. I am, of course, only able to see what is presented unto me. I'm no mind reader, and I certainly have no control over the way other people type. I am of course well aware that the correct thing to do here would be to leave you on read, but that strikes me as disrespectful to your "compassion" and "politeness" that you claim to be showing me. I wouldn't want to be disrespectful, now, would I?
Someone who has no idea of the stakes that would cause me to react in such a way should perhaps not speak so easily of steeling myself, but given that I am well aware you saw the post I made about this being a "straw that broke the camel's back" situation, perhaps I should pity you for forgetting that you, too, may be a mere straw. Your "victory" over me this time is a rather hollow one, Ronin, if you can only find your glee from kicking someone while they're down. I thought Samurai were a little more honourable than gloating when someone else defeats their opponents for them and they are a little embarrassed to have been noticed in their defeat? Come now. You can do better than that. Take me down yourself if you wish to consider it a "win". Or are you too cowardly to defeat me on your own terms? I thought you better than that.
... Stop looking at all that. Now I'm more embarrassed. #vagueposting
... Thank you also for everyone who spoke up to support me. I have nothing but affection and respect for you all.
... Apologies for my embarrassing behaviour. I had heard a few pieces of bad news all at once and it was a little bit of a "straw that broke the camel's back" situation. I'm significantly calmer now.
--- notthatMysterious is now Offline! ---
I can't. I fucking cannot with this. Going offline again I'm going to lose my shit.
MID CONVERSATION? MID FUCKING CONVERSATION? I DONT GET TO EXPLAIN MYSELF BEFORE YOU BLOCK ME? I can't do this I cannot fucking do this
Sometimes I feel like reality is a circus and I am a very unwilling fucking audience member who has been pulled on stage to be cut in half with a saw what the fuck is my life right now. Is it fucking tuesday again? I need to sit down. #vagueposting
... Oh you have got to be kidding me.
Great. Wonderful. That's sarcasm. I'm losing my fucking mind. Okay. Thank you for keeping me informed.
Perhaps cosmic balance is preparing for you to get something rarer next time.
A Terr|ble Omen.
Slow dusk, hm. I have little to add myself unfortunately. It seems likely that I will do the same thing I do every day and I will go "I'm so very busy" and then continue to post as if I am unemployed. This is due to the fact that I am unemployed.
... Odd feeling in my chest today. Time will tell me whether it's of the physical variety or the emotional variety. For now... I will simply do my little tasks.
OH,GOD
WHAT,ARE,YOU,GUYS,TALKING,ABOUT
I,ORDERED,BARBEQUE,FOR,MMYSELF,ON,MMY,LUNCH,THIS,EVENING,AND,IT,KIND,OF,HAS,MME,FUCKED,UP,AS,IN,I,TAKE,THE,STYROFOAMM,TRAY,AND,IT'S,SIMMPLY,A,SENSORY,DAYMMARE,BECAUSE,WHOEVER,WAS,IN,CHARGE,OF,DELIVERING,THE,TRAY,TO,MME,NEGLECTED,TO,AT,LEAST,CLEAN,THE,BOTTOMM,OF,THE,TRAY,SO,WHEN,IT,WAS,LOWERED,INTO,MMY,HUNGRY,WAITING,PALMMS,I,JUST,FEEL,SLIPPERY,GREASE,AND,THEY,ONLY,GAVE,MME,LIKE,FOUR,NAPKINS,AND,THERE,WERE,NO,ADDITIONAL,ONES,IN,SIGHT,SO,I,HAD,MMY,BARBEQUE,AND,HAD,TO,REPTILE,PRONG,MMYSELF,TO,THE,NEAREST,ABLUTIONBLOCK,JUST,SO,I,COULD,WASH,MMY,HANDS,AND,IT,ONLY,GETS,WORSE,FROMM,HERE,BECAUSE,THERE,WERE,NO,PAPER,TOWELS,IN,THE,DRYING,DISPENSER,WHICH,IS,NO,BIG,DEAL,BUT,IT,DOES,MMAKE,MME,WONDER,WHAT,KIND,OF,SINS,IVE,UNKNOWINGLY,COMMMMITTED,THAT,WOULD,PUT,MME,THROUGH,THIS,DOUBLE,TORMMENT,OF,SENSORY,CATASTROPHY,BUT,THE,WORST,PART,ABOUT,IT,ALL,IS,THAT,I,SMMELL,LIKE,BARBEQUE,AND,IT'S,GETTING,KIND,OF,ANNOYING,
I enjoy targeted posts. I enjoy when the target of the post reacts to it. But always, I am reminded that chittr is public.
There are some people on this site I would truly love to have a friendly spar with. Unfortunately. Hemoanon. It is rather inconvenient.
I... Mm. I appreciate that. I cannot tell you much of anything, I fear. But I... Am grateful that you would offer. Truly. Emotional support or otherwise, hah. I will try not to be sappy about it, but it is assuring to know that you have at least some small wish to support me when I am struggling. ... You do not have to, however. Do not worry. I remain sharp, and a little distress will not blunt me. I have... Gotten through significantly worse. I will continue to. We can be as we are.
THE,BEGINNING,OF,THE,WORKWIPE,ISNT,THAT,BAD,ONCE,YOU,CANNOT,TELL,THE,NIGHTS,APART,FROMM,EACH,OTHER
I,HAVE,CHOPPED,(HEH),MMY,GENERAL,WORKLOAD,IN,HALF,BY,SETTLING,ON,WORKING,ONLY,TWO,JOBS,INSTEAD,OF,WORKING,THREE,THINGS,ARE,NOT,QUITE,STABLE,YET,AND,MMY,PAN,AND,MMY,MME,IS,STILL,GETTING,USED,TO,HAVING,A,FEW,EXTRA,HOURS,OF,SLEEP,AND,A,FEW,LESS,MMILLIGRAMMS,OF,CAFFIENE ,BUT,I,HAVE,DISCOVERED,THAT,WHEN,I,HAVE,CLOCKED,OUT,AND,HAVE,JOURNEYED,BACK,TO,MMY,SKITTERVAN,AND,HAVE,SETTLED,IN,FOR,THE,DAY,THAT,I,DONT,KNOW,WHAT,TO,DO,WITH,MMYSELF,EXCEPT,FOR,STARE,AT,THE,ROOF,OF,THE,VEHICLE ,AND,I,AMM,LAYING,DOWN,NOT,BECAUSE,I,AMM,TIRED,BUT,BECAUSE,I,DO,NOT,KNOW,WHAT,ELSE,TO,DO,DUE,TO,MMY,PERPETUAL,GRIND,AND,BAG,CHASING,I,HAVE,CONSIDERED,ATTEMMPTING,A,HOBBY,OF,CRAFTS,BUT,IMM,CLUELESS,BECAUSE,OF,THE,ENDLESS,CHOICES,BUT,I,WOULD,LIKE,THE,PUBLIC,TO,DROP,SOMME,SUGGESTIONS,ANYWAY, I,DO,NOT,KNOW,WHAT,I,LIKE
meowbeast people are cool, but i don't really seem to get along with the beasts themselves. owch.
I,JUST,REALLY,HOPE,THAT,MMY,NIGHT,TOMMRORROW,IS,LESS,UNFORTUNATE,THAN,IT,WAS,TONIGHT,THERE,WERE,A,LOT,OF,THINGS,COINCIDENTALLY,PLOTTED,AGAINST,MME,THIS,EVENING
I shall be absent for a while. I wish you all well, and I hope nothing too concerning happens while I am gone... If it does, please. Let me know.
SOMMETIMMES,WHEN,I,AMM,ON,MMY,15,MMINUTE,BREAK,I,WILL,GO,OUTSIDE,TO,THE,DESIGNATED,SMMOKING,AREA,AND,SOMMETIMMES,THERE,IS,NO,ONE,OUT,THERE,AND,I,CAN,SIT,WITH,MMY,THOUGHTS,FOR,AN,AGONIZING,ENTIRE,15,MMINUTES,AND,SOMMETIMMES,WITHIN,THOSE,15,MMINUTES,MMY,PAN,TELLS,MME,"[MMY,NAMME],YOU,KNOW,YOU,COULD,JUST,WALK,OUT,INTO,THE,FOREST,AND,NEVER,RETURN,AND,NO,ONE,WOULD,STOP,YOU,WHAT,IF,YOU,WERE,A,WOLF",AND,THEN,I,REMMEMMBER,THAT,MMY,BREAK,IS,OVER,WITH,AND,I,HAVE,TO,GO,BACK,INSIDE,TO,CONTINUE,DOING,THE,WORK,BUT,ITS,ALL,OKAY,IN,THE,END,BECAUSE,IT'S,ALL,FOR,A,REASON,ANYWAYS,LETS,GET,THIS,BREAD,I,SAY,WITH,TEARS,IN,MMY,EYES,AND,A,GUIDED,SENSE,OF,PURPOSE
and there goes the lowwwwer half of mmmmy posture pole all the ibuprofen in the wwwworld couldn't fix mmmme but wwwwhatever
IMM,CHOPPED,AND,YEP,.........,YOU,GUESSED,IT,.........,IMM,A,LITTLE,MMISERABLE,TOO
HHGTHANKYOU,SENPAI,IMM,SORRY,TO,DISAPPOINT,YOU,BUT,I,DID,INFACT,BURN,MMY,TONGUE,ON,THE,HOT,POCKET,..................
HNG
I'm not sure why I'm always so surprised that people like me. I have been known to be likeable. I was liked before and I continue to be liked. I also get surprised when people do not like me, which is also funny, because I have been known to be hateable also. I suppose I forget that I elicit emotions. And yet.
nevermmmmind. post cancelled. i'mmmm never going to recover frommmm this emmmmbed failure blunder
Ah. Internet connection is a little finnicky. That does make watching this a little difficult... Come on, let me finish the episode at least. I'm curious. #lockanime
Mm. Poor Natsume. He lives such a lonely life, even though his friends care for him enough to know his habits and understand him. #lockanime
Rest assured. It is in safe hands. Know that I am honest to the point of bluntness, but not unkind. Whether I was to like it or not, I respect that it was offered. Truly.
Ah.... I see. ... This one might make me tear up a little. I'll mentally prepare for that. #lockanime
Hm. Sleep and risk the nightmares, or watch anime until I'm too tired to dream... Difficult choice.
... Now was. A very bad time to return.
I need to log off for a while I think. I was never supposed to be this attached. I guess old habits die hard. I'm going offline for a little while. I am perfectly safe, so nobody needs to add any extra worry to already-heavy plates. I'm just taking a brief break. Knowing me, you'll likely see me in a mere few hours. I've never been good at putting down something I've picked up.
... I'm not going to look at the feed for a while, but I will keep the app open. If you need me, DM me or comment on something I've posted. This is too much.
It isn't personal. I haven't even told the people I'm living with. It is what it is.
My name isn't Mystry. You can call me it, just remember that isn't my name.
I'm sorry to say that such a day will never come. I'm happy enough with that, though. You'll have to post more things for me to disrupt if I'm to live up to your expectations of my disruptive capabilities, hah.
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IMMMM,SO,CHOPPED,AND,YES,YOU,GUESSED,IT,IMM,MMISERABLE,TOO,BUT,HERE,I,GO,!!!!!!,ITS,A,LOT,BUT,I,WILL,DO,IT,ANYWAY,!!!!!
OUT,OF,ALL,THE,JOBS,I,HAVE,HAD,OVER,THE,COURSE,OF,MMY,LIFE,MMY,SECURITY,JOB,IS,PROBABLY,THE,ONLY,ONE,THAT,I,HAVE,HAD,WHERE,I,DONT,FEEL,LIKE,WANTING,TO,LIQUIFY,AND,SPILL,INTO,THE,FLOORDRAINS,LIKE,A,BUSTED,JUG,OF,MMILK,ITS,VERY,CALMM,AND,ITS,VERY,QUIET,BECAUSE,ITS,DURING,THE,HALF,OF,THE,NIGHT,THAT,BREAKS,INTO,THE,MMORNING,SO,THERE,IS,NO,STREETNOISE,AND,THERE,IS,NO,ONE,ELSE,IN,THIS,BUILDING,BUT,MME,AND,I,GET,MMY,OWN,BLOCK,WITH,A,HUSKTOP,AND,A,FEW,MMONITORS,THE,ONLY,THING,THAT,BUGS,MME,OUT,IS,HOW,QUIRKY,THE,ANIMMATRONICS,GET,IT,FREAKS,MME,!,!,!OUT!
I,TRIED,DOING,THIS,AND,I,GOT,SO,NAUSEATED,FROMM,THE,WAY,MMY,PSYCHES,GEARS,SHIFTED,INTO,AN,UNFAMMILIAR,IDLENESS,THAT,MMADE,MME,FEEL,LIKE,I,WAS,SECONDS,AWAY,FROMM,A,GIANT,ANVIL,DROPPING,ONTO,MME,AND,THE,BLOCK,SPUN,FOR,WHAT,FELT,LIKE,A,WHOLE,PERIGREE,BEFORE,THE,STABILITY,OF,MMY,KNEES,GAVE,OUT,AND,I,CRUMMPLED,TO,THE,FLOOR,LIKE,A,FAILED,GAMME,OF,TROLL,JENGA,ILL,TRY,TO,BE,A,LOTUS,FLOWER,AGAIN,SOON,BUT,FIRST,I,NEED,TO,FEEL,LIKE,A,PERSON,AGAIN,IMM,SORRY,FOR,THE,DISAPPOINTING,REPORT,IMM,HOPEFUL,THAT,THE,NEXT,ONE,WILL,HAVE,MMORE,REWARDING,DETAILS
Can't. Adhd Ocd Wombo Combo.
I did say I wouldn't draw myself but this isn't me this is just what I'm wearing. Just wanted to show why I'm wilting and dying in this heat. I'd make a joke about 'someone come undress me #suggestive' but don't even think about it. Consider this as the closest to a self-portrait any of you will get from me. https://64.media.tumblr.com/924d162209d6c9cc04abb806f7e190d1/2888bf7626f9f7da-a6/s1280x1920/ae5d424cf3e26a6ba669bf368cce92678e523232.png
THANK,YOU,SENPAI,IVE,BEEN,TRYING,REALLY,HARD,TO,KEEP,IT,TOGETHER,MMOSTLY,BECAUSE,MMY,BOSS,SAID,IF,SHE,HEARS,MME,SOBBING,AT,THE,FRONT,DESK,AGAIN,SHES,GOING,TO,CONSIDER,REJWCTING,MMY,TIMME,OFF,REQUEST,SO,IMM,TRYING,TO,BE,A,GOOD,LITTLE,RECEPTIONIST,GNAT,HAHA
MMY,BOSS,MMADE,FUN,OF,MMY,HAIR,༼;´༎ຶ,,༎ຶ༽
HHFIIDFORGOT,TO,SCHEDULE,A,HAIR,CUT,SSO,I,HAD,TO,DO,IT,IN,THE,ABLUTIONBLOCK,AAT,WORK,WITH,MMY,DESK,SCISSORS,AND,I,FFFUCKED,IT,UP,I,DID,THEMM,TOO,SHHORT,MMICROBANGS,LOOK,LIKE,ASS,ON,MME,OHHGMMYGOD,ITS,SO,OVER
Can they invent a heat that doesn't make me want to remove my skin?
THE,WORST,THING,ABOUT,WORKING,DAYWALKER,SHIFTS,AS,A,SECURITY,OFFICER,IS,HAVING,TO,MMAKE,YOUR,OWN,COFFEE,WHEN,YOU,INEVITABLY,DRINK,IT,ALL,THANKFULLY,MMY,BOSS,LETS,MME,KEEP,THE,MMACHINE,IN,THE,MMONITOR,POD,IMM,IN,AND,I,HAVE,A,LITTLE,FAN,IN,HERE,AND,MMY,HANDHELD,GAMMING,CONSOLE,AND,THE,SECOND,WORST,THING,IS,WHEN,ALL,OF,THE,LOCAL,FOOD,BUSINESSES,STOP,GOREDASHING,FOR,THE,EVENING,SO,I,HAVE,TO,DINE,VIA,VENDING,MMACHINE,THERE,IS,ONLY,SO,MMANY,BARBEQUE,TUBER,SHAVINGS,YOU,CAN,EAT,IN,A,WIPE,BEFORE,YOU,START,GETTING,SICK,OF,THEMM,HAHAH
༼;´༎ຶ,,༎ຶ༽ I,II,DONTKNOW,IDONT,KNOW,HHRRRUUUGGHHHHHHHHFFF,SNFF
PLEASE,DONT,TELL,MME,TO,KILL,HIMM,SENPAI,YOULL,BE,DISAPPOINTED,WITH,MMY,ANSWER
CRYING,IN,THE,ABLUTIONBLOCK,TOO,LOUDLY,......BUT,I,REALLY,THINK,THAT,MMAYBE,THE,COOK,HAD,BEEF,WITH,MME,OR,SOMMETHING......AND,HE,MMIGHT,HAVE,FIBBED,ON,MME.........
SENPAI,THHEY,FIRED,MME,FROMM,MMY,DINER,JOB,BUT,ONLY,AFTER!!!MMMMMMY,SHIFT!!!
༼;´༎ຶ,,༎ຶ༽, SENPAI
GUY,CAMME,UP,TO,MME,ON,THE,SIDEWALK,WHERE,IMM,CRYING,AND,HEAVING,DISGUSTINGLY,AND,IVE,GONE,NONVERBAL,WHILE,HE,TELLS,MME,ABOUT,HIS,GUN,COLLECTION
I,FEEL,LIKE,I,SHOULDNT,EVEN,HAVE,TO,SAY,IT,BUT,NO,YOU,CANT,BRING,YOUR,HOOFBEAST,INTO,THE,DINER,OKAY,YOU,CAN,HAVE,IT,OUTSIDE,BUT,YOU,CANT,JUST,BRING,YOUR,LUSUS,INTO,THE,DINER,WITH,YOU,BUT,ALSO,THE,ONLY,THING,I,CAN,DO,IS,TELL,YOU,THAT,YOU,CANT,DO,THAT,LIKE,I,LITERALLY,CANNOT,PHYSICALLY,STOP,YOU,FROMM,BRINGING,YOUR,HOOFBEAST,INTO,THE,DINER,ALL,I,CAN,REALLY,DO,IS,ASK,YOU,AND,IF,YOU,SAY,NO,OR,TELL,MME,TO,GO,FUCK,MMYSELF,ILL,SIGH,REALLY,LOUD,AND,GO,BACK,TO,DOING,WHAT,I,WAS,DOING,WHICH,IS,PROBABLY,WAITING,OR,TAKING,ORDERS,AND,CLEANING,UP,THE,TABLES,AND,STUFF,LIKE,THAT,AND,YOU,CAN,MMUMMBLE,UNDER,YOUR,BREATH,ABOUT,MME,ALL,YOU,WANT,TO,IMM,JUST,DOING,MMY,LITERAL,JOB,AND,IF,ALL,THEY,WANT,FROMM,MME,IS,TO,KNOW,THAT,I,TOLD,YOU,THAT,YOU,CANT,HAVE,YOUR,HOOFBEAST,IN,THE,DINER,THEN,IVE,DONE,MMY,PART
Hah. "Do not pretend to know me" is something I have heard from multiple people on this site. Trust me, I am well aware. I can only know what you present. My reactions exist only in relation to what you tell me. I do wish you well. Truly. I also wish you experience and growth.
IIDONT,HAVE,TIMME,FOR,THAT,IMM,SOSORRY,IVEE,BEEN,IN,A,HELL,COFFEE,MMISSION,FFFOR,LIKE,AN,HOUR,NOW,I,FEEL,LIKE,IMM,IN,A,LITTLE,BIT,OFF,A,FEVER,DREAMM
HOW,CAN,I,BE,AS,SHARP,AS,A,BLADE,AND,AS,TOUGH,AS,STEEL,IN,T,HESE,CONDITIONS,FUCCKKKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKUFCUFKCUFKCUK,I,HAVE,TO,WALK,,BACK,INSIDE,THE,COFFEE,SSHOP,THEYRE,GOING,TO,BOIL,MME
SENPAI,CHOPPU-KOHAI,MMIGHT,KILL,HERSELF,
i,dropped,the,coffee,on,the,sidewalk
oh,my,god
I,ALMMOST,STARTED,CRYINGWHEN,,THE,BARISTA,ASKED,WHAT,I,WANTED,TO,ORDER,BECAUSE,I,STILL,HADNT,PICKED,FOR,MMY,BOSS,BUT,ITS,OKAY,IMM,GETTING,HIMM,A,CARAMMEL,MMACCHIATO
OHHGOD,IMM,,,,IMM,SO,CHOPPED
OHHMMGGOD,THERES,A,BIG,AS,FFUCK,LINE
GHHMMYY,BOSS,WANTS,MME,TO,GO,GET,HHIMM,COFFEE,,BBUT,HE,DIDNT,TELL,MME,WHAT,HE,WANTED,AND,IVE,ALREADY,LEFT,THE,BUILDING,I,CANT,JUST,CALL,AND,ASK,HIMM,THAT,WOULD,MMAKE,MME,LOOKSSSO,STUPID,GHFHH,WHATT,DO,YOU,THINK,A,SEADWELLER,WOULD,GET,FROMM,SCARBUX,HELP,,,PLEASE
TTHANKYOU,THANK,YOU,HHAHA,H,I,CANT,GIVE,YOU,MMY,NAMME,WHERE,EVERYONE,CAN,SEE,ITHAHA,I,LIKE,TO,BE,MMOSTLY,ANONYMMOUS,ON,ACCOUNT,OF,HOW,MMUCH,I,COMMPLAIN,ABOUT,MMY,JOBS,ONLINE,I,THINK,ITS,JUST,A,GOOD,RULE,OF,PRONG,TO,KEEP,THOSE,THINGS,SEPARATE,YOU,CAN,NAMME,MME,IF,YOU,WANT,TO,OR,IF,YOU,NEED,TO,FOR,THE,MMEANTIMME,OR,SOMMETHING
PPLEAWSE,,,OOH,GOD,IMM,SO,SOORRY,IMM,SO,SORRY
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