Kalbur-Ronin
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* Tegiri Ka/bur * He/Him * Aficionado of Eastern A/ternian fine animated art Truth be my b/ade, inte//ect my sensei, and justice my on/y companion on this /one/y road.
Fuck with me.
... Disruptor-san, did you mean to /ike the first post I made here? Asking this pub/ic/y instead of in DMs so I can shame you about digging that far back in my profi/e.
Oh? So you look far enough back in my posts to know that I've not slept. I... Mm. No, I'll stop teasing. ... Actually, do you mind not going back further in search of the reason for my staying up? Genuinely, I would rather not think about it right now. Thank you in advance. I will sleep later. Thank you for your concern, Ronin.
Fine. I wi// do you that courtesy. But tru/y, do not strain your body or mind too much. I prefer you in better physica/ and menta/ hea/th.
... Thank you. If its any consolation, my body is significantly healthier than one might expect after only this long to recover. I've been doing well on that front. ... The rest... Will come with time. I appreciate the courtesy.
Hm. Good. I'm g/ad to hear it. Anyways, do not mention it. Courtesy wi// a/ways be offered regard/ess of how recent our tiffs and spats were.
I appreciate this about you. There's a reason I seek you out at times. But lets not get too sappy, yes. At some point, you and I should spar physically. Just to see.
To test the physica/, and not just the menta/. I am amenab/e to this.
Good. I will reach out to you in future about it, when the person I am assisting in caring for is... Either better or... Mm. Hopefully better. Before you feel any concern, I am healthy enough for the role, and not working alone on this either.
Consider my concern assuaged even before it had time to rear its ug/y head. I /ook forwards to it.
That was the intention, wonderful. I shall let you know how things go. Likely not in much detail, but "good" or "bad" is enough in this case, no? Enjoy your night, Ronin.
It is enough, I suppose. I've /earned to accept that many things about you wi// remain vague. I'm at peace with this. Katajikenou gozaimasuru. You as we//, Disruptor-san.
Perhaps I shou/d turn in for the /ight. I'm thinking too much. Good/ight. Maybe I wi// be more active in the coming nights.
Goodlight, Ronin.
... Heh. (⌐⎚᎑⎚)✧
You seem to want me to care quite badly, Ronin... I wonder why that is.
Don't turn this back on me. You have written proof you'd missed me. This is my victory.
I didn't say I-- Wait. I need to check what I actually wrote. Hold on.
Okay. Yes. I never specifically said that I missed you. I... Will admit my defeat here however, because it'd be very difficult to read that and not assume as much. I even sighed. Sigh (exasperated).
(⌐⎚᎑⎚)✧ Heh...
You- .... I... How far did you scroll...? That was a week ago...
I'm mere/y catching up.
... And that's the one you like, huh... Good to know you and I have the same proclivities, though you have in the past previously stated otherwise.
You posted a picture. I am being supportive. That is not a proc/ivity.
Mm. I suppose I'll accept that...
Rest/ess today. I tried training, meditating, and watching something to soothe my nerves, but I fear there is simp/y unrest in my sou/. I know not why. I am simp/y i// at ease right now.
Ghosts in your blood.
Must be the case.
I wi// not be doing this.
♦️█ ░ perhaps...this is meant...t0 be a rest arc...? nerves can s0metimes...pull y0u int0 0verdrive...seize up...t0 pr0tect y0u against a threat...that hasn't arrived yet...like muscles l0cking in place...t0 brace f0r an unkn0wn strike...y0ur techniques...are h0ned...y0ur b0dy...is calmed...y0ur nerves...are s00thed...but is y0ur spirit at peace...? ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ ...不安...fuan...an aimless anxiety...i am sure y0u are familiar...心の乱れ...k0k0r0 n0 midare...dis0rder 0r cha0s 0f the heart and mind...y0u are...anxi0us...but with0ut an 0pp0nent t0 lay waste t0...and settle the matter...s0 y0ur 0nly ch0ice...the 0nly triumph y0u can achieve...is 0ver the self...defy this feeling...and find s0lace...maybe y0u need...c0ntr0l...n0t mere 0bservance...▒ ▓❤️
The on/y triumph I can achieve is over the se/f... Hm. Wakatta... Perhaps this, too, is an extension of bushido. Your words fee/ as though they have great import. I wi// not ignore your wisdom, We//en-san. Perhaps I wi// make a greater attempt to conquer the se/f and initiate something of a rest arc. Katajikenou gozaimasuru.
Somehow that he/ped. I wi// be fine.
I wi// persevere, as we a// must. Tomorrow, I wi// even go to the import shop. Ca// it my incentive to keep pressing forwards and proceeding norma//y when I'm instead fee/ing /ike I'd want to go hikikomori for a few weeks.
｢(ФωФ) stay inside, ronin-chan.｣
You wi// not tempt me into stagnation, Megane-san. My training must continue unimpeded.
｢(ФωФ) rosario + rainbow drinker rewatch, ronin-chan~☆｣
......... Hm. It has been a whi/e since I've seen that one......
｢(ФωФ) kekeke... ronin-chan~ (ФωФ) megane-san is daraku sa seru.｣
You tru/y are a corruptive force... I understand now how even great men get tempted into sin... Soregashi wa yowai de gozaru...
Meditation has not been very fruitfu/ /ate/y. I find it very difficu/t to c/ear my mind right now, as there is an issue that continua//y makes its hive in my mindspace, no matter how often I attempt to evict it. "Rent free", as they say.
I do not enjoy this kind of si/ence.
you good man?
Hm. Yes. I am just noticing someone's absence more than I expected. Don't worry about it. Daijoubu de gozaru.
gotcha alwaies sucks when people you like talking to are offline for ages i alwaies start wondering if theie died or something i've prettie much alwaies been proven wrong though and theie're just busie or stressed or forgot to replie im sure your whoever is probablie gonna be back too
Mh... Indeed.
if you wanna talk abt it or something hmu i have a lot of free time at work lmao
No. I do not oft confide in strangers.
smart move imagine if i was evil or something and fishing for info you woulda not fell for that but yeah offers open if you ain't got anie friends available to chat to sometime peace
Hm. I wi// keep it in mind, I suppose.
"Hard work is worth/ess for those that don't be/ieve in themse/ves."
Hm. Perhaps quotes wi// enter my rotation of things I post about, a/ong with inviting discussion and debate, and occasiona//y posting music. Thank you for your input.
What is the consensus on quoteposting?
⧃ I support it.
I'd say it's harmless. Do what you like.
everybody posts lyrics dont they whats the difference
Maid dress Monday? What an odd tradition. What is the purpose?
... The purpose is that I wished to see people in maid dresses, and a friend of mine very kindly started a trend about it. Although as with all chittr trends, it grew far outside the original scope. Essentially, it is for the sake of posting images of oneself in a maid dress.
I'm shocked to hear you technica//y started it, and even more shocked it's persisted. Why a maid dress?
I'm also shocked that it persisted. And because I enjoy them. But mostly because there were many people feeling very left out by #moirailmonday and #matespritmonday due to having no people to fill said quadrants, and I was playfully making a suggestion that is a little more solo-inclusive. Anyone can dress up a little, in theory.
Hm. I see.
I am a fan of them. I enjoy the diversity of the format. For something with one single name, there are many different styles. This appeals to me. It also can be entirely safe for work, or entirely not, at people's personal preference. That, too, is good. This allows people to enjoy them without feeling as if they must do things in one specific manner. There is really no wrong way to go about it. Butler outfits are also good, for those who hate dresses. It is diverse in this way.
... Hmh. I suppose I can see that. I concede that it is more inc/usive than the other two tags. I am not much for fo//owing trends, but if it's sti// around next week, perhaps I wi// think about participating. A but/er outfit is more /ike/y, though.
... I would be interested in seeing that, if you do decide to do so. No pressure. It is merely a trend, after all.
(( no ic way to post this, enjoy my doodles though https://iili.io/C4xkSQ2.png
(( we//.... happy vore day!
(( my turn to not press ooc like a fool
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(( and on the funniest possible one too ))
(( NOOOOOOOOOOO LMFAO
((its literally over for us <3 ))
(( its so jover
(( i will open my locket like a solider on the battlefield bleeding 2 death and this image will be inside it ))
((THATS THE EXACT GIF I WAS THINKING OF YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS))
DON'T ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE BESTED by challenges clearly designed for you to overcome
Take a few minutes out of your day to breathe deep and c/ear your mind. This, too, is bushido.
Go to s/eep, Disruptor.
I was still finishing up a conversation with someone. You understand how it is.
Dou demo ii...
Annoyed to/ight. I do not have a waterfa// near me for meditation purposes, but sitting beneath a co/d shower wi// serve my purposes just as we//. This wi// rea/ign a// that has been made askew within me.
WHATS,WRONG,WITH,YOU,SENPAI
Just someone trying to be a thorn in my side. But they are of /itt/e consequence to me. Do not concern yourse/f with it, Choppu-kohai.
you make yourself sound like those little quarter machine dinos that grow in water and shrink when theyre dry careful or you might dissolve all that is askew in you
I oftentimes find th★t ★ b★rrel or tub of sorts filled with ice w★ter to submerge yourself in works best for simul★ting the focus the setting provides.
I am simp/y meditating. I am not /iab/e to disso/ve anything, besides perhaps the fee/ings of vexation that have made theirse/ves at hive in my thinksponge on this particu/ar /ight. It is not so deep.
Hum. I wi// consider this for the future, then. Thank you.
Your support is great/y appreciated.
That was unintentiona/.
Tch. I wou/d not read it if I saw the warning at the front of the post.
Alright. Well, in that case, just for you, I will try to remember to put the tag first. I'll keep you in mind.
Good. I do not need to know these things about you.
Well, I hope the thought doesn't take up too much of your pan, then. I will endeavor to make it easier to avoid in future.
It is not taking up any space in my pan whatsoever. I misc/icked. Do not make it into something it's not, despite how much you may wish it. Kfeh...
Well, that's good, then. You said you were shocked, so I feared that you may be scandalised, but of course, if it's no issue then there's nothing to worry about, is there?
Hum. No. It just surprised me. So there is nothing to worry about, and no new prob/ems between us.
That's good. I don't intend to stop posting such things, after all. But I will put the tag in front in future. If I remember to.
Do what you /ike. What you decide to make pub/ic about yourse/f and your... interests matters very /itt/e to me.
Good to know. I'll keep that in mind.
[T] This is the only reaction image I will ever need, in my entire life.] [I] I feel this physically, emotionally, spiritually.] [h] https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/b9b8b4afd127.gif]
Tch...
what's wrong?
Nandemonai. Mere/y an irksome individua/.