Rest/ess today. I tried training, meditating, and watching something to soothe my nerves, but I fear there is simp/y unrest in my sou/. I know not why. I am simp/y i// at ease right now.
Ghosts in your blood.
Must be the case.
I wi// not be doing this.
♦️█ ░ perhaps...this is meant...t0 be a rest arc...? nerves can s0metimes...pull y0u int0 0verdrive...seize up...t0 pr0tect y0u against a threat...that hasn't arrived yet...like muscles l0cking in place...t0 brace f0r an unkn0wn strike...y0ur techniques...are h0ned...y0ur b0dy...is calmed...y0ur nerves...are s00thed...but is y0ur spirit at peace...? ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ ...不安...fuan...an aimless anxiety...i am sure y0u are familiar...心の乱れ...k0k0r0 n0 midare...dis0rder 0r cha0s 0f the heart and mind...y0u are...anxi0us...but with0ut an 0pp0nent t0 lay waste t0...and settle the matter...s0 y0ur 0nly ch0ice...the 0nly triumph y0u can achieve...is 0ver the self...defy this feeling...and find s0lace...maybe y0u need...c0ntr0l...n0t mere 0bservance...▒ ▓❤️
The on/y triumph I can achieve is over the se/f... Hm. Wakatta... Perhaps this, too, is an extension of bushido. Your words fee/ as though they have great import. I wi// not ignore your wisdom, We//en-san. Perhaps I wi// make a greater attempt to conquer the se/f and initiate something of a rest arc. Katajikenou gozaimasuru.