Kalbur-Ronin
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* Tegiri Ka/bur * He/Him * Aficionado of Eastern A/ternian fine animated art Truth be my b/ade, inte//ect my sensei, and justice my on/y companion on this /one/y road.
... Disruptor-san, did you mean to /ike the first post I made here? Asking this pub/ic/y instead of in DMs so I can shame you about digging that far back in my profi/e.
Fine. I wi// do you that courtesy. But tru/y, do not strain your body or mind too much. I prefer you in better physica/ and menta/ hea/th.
Hm. Good. I'm g/ad to hear it. Anyways, do not mention it. Courtesy wi// a/ways be offered regard/ess of how recent our tiffs and spats were.
To test the physica/, and not just the menta/. I am amenab/e to this.
Consider my concern assuaged even before it had time to rear its ug/y head. I /ook forwards to it.
It is enough, I suppose. I've /earned to accept that many things about you wi// remain vague. I'm at peace with this. Katajikenou gozaimasuru. You as we//, Disruptor-san.
Perhaps I shou/d turn in for the /ight. I'm thinking too much. Good/ight. Maybe I wi// be more active in the coming nights.
... Heh. (⌐⎚᎑⎚)✧
Don't turn this back on me. You have written proof you'd missed me. This is my victory.
Rest/ess today. I tried training, meditating, and watching something to soothe my nerves, but I fear there is simp/y unrest in my sou/. I know not why. I am simp/y i// at ease right now.
♦️█ ░ perhaps...this is meant...t0 be a rest arc...? nerves can s0metimes...pull y0u int0 0verdrive...seize up...t0 pr0tect y0u against a threat...that hasn't arrived yet...like muscles l0cking in place...t0 brace f0r an unkn0wn strike...y0ur techniques...are h0ned...y0ur b0dy...is calmed...y0ur nerves...are s00thed...but is y0ur spirit at peace...? ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ ...不安...fuan...an aimless anxiety...i am sure y0u are familiar...心の乱れ...k0k0r0 n0 midare...dis0rder 0r cha0s 0f the heart and mind...y0u are...anxi0us...but with0ut an 0pp0nent t0 lay waste t0...and settle the matter...s0 y0ur 0nly ch0ice...the 0nly triumph y0u can achieve...is 0ver the self...defy this feeling...and find s0lace...maybe y0u need...c0ntr0l...n0t mere 0bservance...▒ ▓❤️
The on/y triumph I can achieve is over the se/f... Hm. Wakatta... Perhaps this, too, is an extension of bushido. Your words fee/ as though they have great import. I wi// not ignore your wisdom, We//en-san. Perhaps I wi// make a greater attempt to conquer the se/f and initiate something of a rest arc. Katajikenou gozaimasuru.
Somehow that he/ped. I wi// be fine.
I wi// persevere, as we a// must. Tomorrow, I wi// even go to the import shop. Ca// it my incentive to keep pressing forwards and proceeding norma//y when I'm instead fee/ing /ike I'd want to go hikikomori for a few weeks.
You wi// not tempt me into stagnation, Megane-san. My training must continue unimpeded.
｢(ФωФ) rosario + rainbow drinker rewatch, ronin-chan~☆｣
......... Hm. It has been a whi/e since I've seen that one......
｢(ФωФ) kekeke... ronin-chan~ (ФωФ) megane-san is daraku sa seru.｣
You tru/y are a corruptive force... I understand now how even great men get tempted into sin... Soregashi wa yowai de gozaru...
Meditation has not been very fruitfu/ /ate/y. I find it very difficu/t to c/ear my mind right now, as there is an issue that continua//y makes its hive in my mindspace, no matter how often I attempt to evict it. "Rent free", as they say.
I do not enjoy this kind of si/ence.
Hm. Yes. I am just noticing someone's absence more than I expected. Don't worry about it. Daijoubu de gozaru.
"Hard work is worth/ess for those that don't be/ieve in themse/ves."
Hm. Perhaps quotes wi// enter my rotation of things I post about, a/ong with inviting discussion and debate, and occasiona//y posting music. Thank you for your input.
What is the consensus on quoteposting?
everybody posts lyrics dont they whats the difference
Maid dress Monday? What an odd tradition. What is the purpose?
I'm shocked to hear you technica//y started it, and even more shocked it's persisted. Why a maid dress?
... Hmh. I suppose I can see that. I concede that it is more inc/usive than the other two tags. I am not much for fo//owing trends, but if it's sti// around next week, perhaps I wi// think about participating. A but/er outfit is more /ike/y, though.
(( no ic way to post this, enjoy my doodles though https://iili.io/C4xkSQ2.png
(( my turn to not press ooc like a fool
Take a few minutes out of your day to breathe deep and c/ear your mind. This, too, is bushido.
Go to s/eep, Disruptor.
Annoyed to/ight. I do not have a waterfa// near me for meditation purposes, but sitting beneath a co/d shower wi// serve my purposes just as we//. This wi// rea/ign a// that has been made askew within me.
Just someone trying to be a thorn in my side. But they are of /itt/e consequence to me. Do not concern yourse/f with it, Choppu-kohai.
you make yourself sound like those little quarter machine dinos that grow in water and shrink when theyre dry careful or you might dissolve all that is askew in you
I oftentimes find th★t ★ b★rrel or tub of sorts filled with ice w★ter to submerge yourself in works best for simul★ting the focus the setting provides.
I am simp/y meditating. I am not /iab/e to disso/ve anything, besides perhaps the fee/ings of vexation that have made theirse/ves at hive in my thinksponge on this particu/ar /ight. It is not so deep.
Hum. I wi// consider this for the future, then. Thank you.
That was unintentiona/.
Tch. I wou/d not read it if I saw the warning at the front of the post.
It is not taking up any space in my pan whatsoever. I misc/icked. Do not make it into something it's not, despite how much you may wish it. Kfeh...
Hum. No. It just surprised me. So there is nothing to worry about, and no new prob/ems between us.
Do what you /ike. What you decide to make pub/ic about yourse/f and your... interests matters very /itt/e to me.
Tch...
Nandemonai. Mere/y an irksome individua/.
Soregashi no eikyō-ryoku...
Anyways. Good dusk. My /usus woke me up by standing on my face.
I can and I wi// begrudge him for it. And catch seems a very juveni/e act for a grown tro// and his /usus to participate in, don't you think?
My condo/ences. About the /usus. What was she, if I may ask? A/so. Ha ha. (¬_¬)
I see. Hm. I am /ucky. However, part of that is simp/y because he is on the o/der side, and does not /ike to wander too far now. The furthest he tends to go is the edges of my property.
He enjoys moving. I've had to insta// p/enty of c/imbing for him inside and out of the hive, otherwise he was going to c/imb a// over my she/ves. But I am unsure if catch wou/d be of any interest to him. He main/y enjoys c/imbing somewhere high up and then staring at me very judgmenta//y.