I reaally do not waant to get the dose increaased aagaain, I do not waant to go baackk to swimming in thaat fog. BUt I caannot beaar this paain, it overwhelms aall my senses. I miss them. AAnd I miss my maatesprit too. I wish they were here to hold my haand #substaances
I aapologise for raambling likke thaat, you did not need to reaad thaat
:> -v- I c^n hope he returns from being obsessed with his silly cult. You ^re f^r more import^nt th^n th^t. And I don't mind, L^nt^n. You're my friend, ^nd it re^lly w^sn't much of ^ r^mble. <:
THaankk you for your paatience. I do wish he stopped pouring aall his free time into thaat, he does not haave much aas is, aand this waay, if I do not waant to spend time aat their sermons where he baarely even haas time for me aanywaay, we raarely ever see eaach other
:> Hm. Not ide^l. He sounds like he could use ^n infusion of common sense, ^s^p. <:
I aam not sure why I aam taalkking aabout it now, I just need to waait until I caan waalkk aagaain aand then taalkk to him aabout it
:> H^! Yes. I ^gree t^lking to him is best. But you ^re ^llowed to mention your frustr^tions to people who c^re ^bout you -v- it's quite norm^l, even. <:
I just wish he waas here with me, even just aa little
:> Entirely re^son^ble. Th^t is where m^tesprits ^re supposed to be if they c^n, when their flush is recovering. <:
I aapologise for my melaancholy, I suppose it is time to get off chittr. I do hope your night goes well
:> I ^m not bothered. I too sometimes feel mel^ncholic. But no h^rm in t^king ^ bre^k, either. It is going well so f^r, ^nd I hope yours improves. <: