@nightterrorPsychologist — #cw-suicidal-ideation
Something bad is going to happen, I wonder if it has anything to do with how much I've been thinking about dying.
Kull: +9
Total: 9
Perhaps my buried alive concept is too generic but the more I think about it the more I realize I'd rather have someone murder me in a horrific and nightmarish manner than to die by my own hands... A part of it is to lessen my guilt over these feelings I will admit.
Kull: +2
Total: 2
How ironic is it that somedays the only things that give me life are those that could kill me?
Kult: +4
Total: 4
Having sucidal ideation beginning at the age of eleven isn't a good sign of things to come, frankly good luck ever leaving that thought process at that point within the next fifteen-ish years.
Kult: +18
Total: 18