@nightterrorPsychologist — #vent
I don't want to feel this way anymore, I'm just so sick of it and...tired.
I paniced I'm sorry, T̶̪̩̎͑͌h̷̘̋͜é̵̢̗̪̔y̸̲̗̔̓̿'̸͉̻̯̽r̴̫̼̈́͂͠ě̸̹̜͍̐ ̸͎̕͝ͅg̸̛̠̀͌o̶̤̍͑ì̴̡̭̫n̵̼͎͐̉g̴̡̙̤̽̈́ ̸̢̣̉t̴͉́̍̍o̶̰̰͒̈ ̴̻̻͗b̸͍́̃̀e̴͚̫̞̋ ̷͚̩̞̌̏̅ù̸̳̰̽̋p̵̝̔̇s̵͔̝͌͠e̴͙̞͍͛͋̒ẗ̷̬̾...T̶̪̩̎͑͌h̷̘̋͜é̵̢̗̪̔y̸̲̗̔̓̿'̸͉̻̯̽r̴̫̼̈́͂͠ě̸̹̜͍̐ ̸͎̕͝ͅg̸̛̠̀͌o̶̤̍͑ì̴̡̭̫n̵̼͎͐̉g̴̡̙̤̽̈́ ̸̢̣̉t̴͉́̍̍o̶̰̰͒̈ ̴̻̻͗b̸͍́̃̀e̴͚̫̞̋ ̷͚̩̞̌̏̅ù̸̳̰̽̋p̵̝̔̇s̵͔̝͌͠e̴͙̞͍͛͋̒ẗ̷̬̾.....T̶̪̩̎͑͌h̷̘̋͜é̵̢̗̪̔y̸̲̗̔̓̿'̸͉̻̯̽r̴̫̼̈́͂͠ě̸̹̜͍̐ ̸͎̕͝ͅg̸̛̠̀͌o̶̤̍͑ì̴̡̭̫n̵̼͎͐̉g̴̡̙̤̽̈́ ̸̢̣̉t̴͉́̍̍o̶̰̰͒̈ ̴̻̻͗b̸͍́̃̀e̴͚̫̞̋ ̷͚̩̞̌̏̅ù̸̳̰̽̋p̵̝̔̇s̵͔̝͌͠e̴͙̞͍͛͋̒ẗ̷̬̾...........
I already suspect today will be another shit show...just one of my own making this time around.
M̸̞̾͛ỵ̵̮̥̉̑̏ ̸͔̤͠f̸̼͍̻̌l̴͔̗̹̾̈̕ẹ̶͇̔ͅș̶̐̀͆h̵̩̖͆̽ ̴̬͔̬̕͘͝f̵̜̱̓̏̄ȅ̵̟ê̸͈̭̕l̵̖͋s̸̘̲̏͐ ̵͓̐͊l̶̛͇̼͔̀i̷̻̮̅̑k̵̗̥͌̂͘é̷̳̠̲̚ ̶̮͐a̴̱͛̏͠ ̸͚̬͇̌͂́p̷͙̭̻̄ř̶̩̦̅̚į̸̼̬̃s̵̪̓͛ơ̶̰̚n̵͎͐.̷̲͍̪̆̂͘
Wonderful time for my mental health to remember it doesn't need someone to harass me in order to be abysmal and leave me feeling like shit.
...I feel disgusting and pathetic. Although I suppose that's not unusual for me. Especially at these hours... I don't deserve my loving wives...