♦ pitied by @quadrantConundrums
i want to belong to someone. i'm sick of fending for myself, i want someone to want me, to want to see my disgusting colour in their life and on their hands, i want them to feel red and black and pale for me all at once. i want them to cover me in themselves to claim me as their own. i want their claws in my skin and their kisses on my throat and for them to patch me up and hold me together after they've broken me completely apart. i need someone to hold together all the cracks i've given myself and the only way to do that is to make those cracks so big that they can fill and patch them to mold me to their standards. i don't want to lose myself, i don't want to lose my bite, but i want them to teach me to bite how they want and when they want me to. ♥︎ #nsfw; #concupiscentanonymously ♠
at this point i'm unsure if love is worth pursuing. though i do have my urges and desires, i do not know if i feel ready to open my heart to anyone. ♥︎ #concupiscentanonymously ♠
Ugh I'm just worrying about those two now Maybe I should play a game to distract myself?
what the fuck c/)ulda p/)ssibly happened
I appreciated the editing of the question at the time. It spared me a second occurrence of the same fumblle. In any case, this situation panned out quite acceptablly for all parties I think.
ma7be next time i’m stru(k with 7earning i should just go to sleep about it
💠~ I'm just like, saying, if you want to be pale for someone soooooo bad you should defs see them at their most pathetic first. ~💠
Forgive Me For Being So Crude But As The Goddess Of Motherhood I Really Do Not Get Pailed Nearly Enough It Is Frustrating #nsfw