A terrible consequence of the human condition, I'm afraid! Worry not! You will find one who can match your monsters! Take what you love and seek for it in one that finds what they like within you!
If ever occasion arises that you should want to talk about it, I will not hesitate to lend a sympathetic ear, likely two. Serial yearner myself, I am far from unfamiliar with the struggle inherent.
i don't believe there's anyone who is able to feel what i am able. but thats okay, because life loves to prove all of us wrong. we will find what we look for, or have our doubts be proven wrong. it is beautiful, and you will thrive.