Roxy Lalonde
@rogueishGnostalgic
ngl i made this bc i was asked to do it
Oh. Im free! Im neither a twink or a twunk but some unclassified unidentifiable third thing.
an otter?
Where on earth (or for my trollfolk space) are you all? Im as bright-eyed and bushy-tailed as a squirrel on the white rails. Not that i am currently am robbing the snow bank haha. #nsfw
I couldntve possibly been more obvious? What would you have wanted me to say? Polishing the old sinuses? Thats a bit on the *nose* dont you think hehe. #nsfw
Like devils hell i was! The lechery of my business is no one elses but mine and by unfortunate happenstance sometimes brain ghost dirk. It certainly isnt the business of a gentlelady such as yourself.
None of my creations ever give me a break. Sometimes I wonder if it was a mistake to give them so much free-reign, but it'd be pretty fucked up not to give them their own autonomy after they've come so far.
Are you gonna lock me up in a cage~?
Unfortunately, I don't think a cage would actually contain you so it would be rather moot to do so.
I could pretend to be scared and rattle the bars and cry if that would invigorate you to do it anyway.
Yes, and then I'll open up my mouth wide for daddy~ #nsfwe #nsfw
I'm a little too balls deep at the moment for that, Roxy. #nsfw
gavve a lowwblood the dopamine button hea been vvegged out on my damn lawwnring spammin his prong bloody
another eridan is tryin 2 take ur place for the freakiest u need 2 protect that title
@containedArmageddons well drop ur fuckin location to me whenevs an ill hyu for that kiss
0h, right. usually i do the hivecalls. sending.
Yes!
yeah sure. wn.
sparkle is n0t given back. it is taken. and reuploaded, glacially btw the latency 0n this thing must mean its fucking planetside hosted. definitely burning this backd0or d0ing this.
i d0nt think i have one by m0st measures.
g0t two spend my half dead time s0mehow. i d0n't believe in petitions where brute f0rce will do.
lets see if it w0rks first. the website is accessed through a ring server but the backend is planetside wherever. fucking sl0ow.
@tempestuousTestimonium what did you fuckin DO
Do you understand how painful it is to outgrow an old vessel that can't possibly contain you? You risk oblivion like that. I wasn't going to let him go like that. Regardless, the time crunch from that paired with his already pre-existing emotional issues was more a "go by ear" deal. There wasn't enough time to mitigate the emotional fallout as thoroughly. But trust me when I say I know what it's like. I've gone through that with my own Hal, who was overwhelmed by access to emotions and physical sensation. ... but seriously, there's more going on. The kind literally most anyone else hasn't been able to handle except me.
I'm telling you the vessel was only a *part* of it all. Roxy. Do you think me so blind I couldn't tell he had issues from the very start? Do you think it was instant—in the past two-ish months—that he'd allowed me to help him emotionally? To trust me enough to open up about any of his problems? I had to approach him in ways that wouldn't run him off. With some tact. I've only *just* recently finally broken through to him to the point that he'd let me *try*. This shit takes time with people who are traumatized, hurting and scared. I understand that you're upset. I'd be upset too. Installing some fucking emotional regulation protocols wouldn't have done *shit* for him. Not with literal existential threats that are trying to manipulate and take away his sense of self and autonomy.
I know. You're not the first to hate that I'm right and you won't be the last. Real shit Rox, I literally didn't know *you* were his exact Roxy until you strolled onto Chittr dot com to wage war. Otherwise, yes. I would've gone straight to the dreambubbles you were in last I saw you. Which... come to think of it, was when I macked on Dirk. The same Dirk, whom, I still have yet to run into on here. Where the fuck is he?
I care a lot about Hal, so, of course I would've. Ah, yes, us Dirks and our ever all-consuming projects. I know he ain't sleeping right either. ... when is it ever *not* complicated when it comes to us, Roxy?