
so this is ab0ut The Incident recently. longtime fans will kn0w i was diagnosed with bip0lar disorder when i was y0ung. i only went tw0 that docterr0r a few times, since i was busy coding the end 0f the world and sacrificing my life f0r my friends multiple times and shit, so ive been missing critical inf0rmation f0r a while now. im a l0t happier n0wanights, but the m0od swings have continued tw0 be little bitches nonetheless. turns 0ut tho, my assumpti0n that those were fr0m the bd was wrong. th0se are a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT ISSUE and have n0thing two d0 with it! you kn0w what bd does? well the depressi0n is pretty obvi0us and some may recall me recently learning what a "manic epis0de" is. so funny st0ry! it can also give y0u fucking PSYCHOTIC DELUSI0NS where you hallucinate shit that isnt there. like, say, *l0ud noises and bright lights*. and as y0u can imagine, thats pretty confusing for a guy wh0 ACTUALLY HAS heard voices in his head bef0re. so i was having a mental breakd0wn where i thought my wh0le post-game life was fake, and instead 0f spending time with my loved 0nes, i liveposted the wh0le thing on glubbing chittr. and then passed 0ut in my closet. s0rry my journal factw0ry exploded, yall. we g0od n0w, im with ff and im going tw0 talk two a new d0cterror ab0ut this.
