Logically I'm very aware that my recent emotional turmoil truly is just chemical imbalances and rather stereotypical responses to sudden upheaval, however, knowing these stone cold facts does not make dealing with the overwhelm of the emotions any easier. Often I feel as though I am barely keeping myself afloat, my head dipping under the surface of the black water that is all encompassing anguish. I know the way I speak and come across also creates a disconnect from peers and makes it seem like I'm not experiencing these feelings as heavily and wholly as others, because I'm too 'clinical' with how I speak. Rest assured, I am indeed 'crashing out'.
I'm real sorry to hear that, Roan! I hope things settle down for you soon, and you've got somewhere soft to land when you crash
If you need to vent, my DMs are open.
I appreciate the sentiment.
Thank you for your offer.
I like taking care of my garden.