some mes feel like character assassination except theyre me :/
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And you were always more important than I realized before it was too late, Jade. So please do me a favor and be kinder to yourself. I'll keep commenting and complimenting eternally if you don't.
that sounds nice.... i feel like i should confess you were my first crush :/ back before I knew what gay meant i was kinda really interested in impressing you.... part of me is glad you never caught on your life seems wonderful :)
You were mine, of course. My Jade was closer to me than any of my other friends, it was only natural I would develop feelings. I never told her, and I will always regret it. So take comfort in, at least, the fact that some version of Rose felt the same.
we both know how it would have ended :/ i would love to live in the fantasy land where one of us confessed but honestly i think it would have just ended with us further apart.... for the greater good of the timeline i need to be forever lonely and eternally alone :/
i kinda feel like a charactrer assasomantion of mueslf tbh so i get it in a weird way
I know. That mindset stopped me, even after Kanaya and I split. But remember what I said - do me a favor and be kinder to yourself. please. The timeline can take its greater good and shove it into the darkest recesses of its ass. Seek out your own happiness.
i dont know if im capable of that :(
Everyone is. You aren't a cosmic exception. Just try, sometime. Prioritize yourself. It will turn out just fine.
jade no!!!! i know we were alone for so long that in a terrible way, maybe we got used to it but you have so so so many people who love you now...please do not trick yourself into thinking they dont care for you :( you are not selfish you are just a sad girl who may not always know how to handle things but i for one am through being cruel to myself! so please dont think youre a monster hugs you so tight that you can feel my heart beating with love for you
thank you.... self loathing is still a huge force in my life.... i dont know how to stop feeling like the lonelinest girl in the world but this is a start thank you :)