3833 < Something that I wonder about often is what I am to my peers. > 3833 < I know a lot of people like me! I do my best to try and be reliable to as many people as possible—It's what I'm coded to do, you know? But, I am made of Heart and Life in equal parts. > 3833 < And the Heart notices things. > 3833 < I notice that he won't look at me. His Moirail is alive and well, but I'm a memory of something he never experienced. Something he never experienced, but he thinks about it a lot. He's afraid of it. Afraid of failing her. > 3833 < I can't tell him that the girl he mourns was not his, because they find each other in almost every universe. He never failed her. > 3833 < Don't look at me like I am oblivious. The corner of your eye is not a subtle one. > #ponderingpixie
(( HATE REACT WAS ACCIDENT
There is a reason sprites, at least to the first degree, havegl ghostly tails. To be a sprite is to haunt.
3833 < I didn't like that tail. > 3833 < Roxy is an incredible player and an even better friend for changing that for me, but this is a perspective that renews my distaste in it. > 3833 < It felt like that body wasn't /mine/, you know? > 38((
Oh I know! I missed my hindpaws quite a bit for those three years although I didn't realize it consciously because I was just a cat and any sentience I had was facilitated almost entirely by my spritehood. On the other hand I was only a single-prototyped sprite for a few hours and even then I was unsure if I'd ever get used to the leglessness. As relieved as I was to no longer be a failed Rose Prime but a successful Backup Rose I was internally mourning my barely-corporeal body. But it is so exciting to discover who you are isn't it? And to become a catgirl of course.