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K--<i double down on stuff because like if im gonna have to carry this burden for the rest of my existence i might as well go big or go home yknow its not like theres any turning back anyway
you arent going big or going home you are deadass just running away because you are scared as shit and on one hand i get it on the other it is not a hail mary pass to be a huge psychotic bitch to anyone who still puts up with how deranged you are being you cannot live in perma mamby pamby land with your cast of castaway coconuts with scribbled faces it is not gonna endear you or have nearly the effect you want it to where everyone is sorry for you because you felt sup sup sad theyre just gonna be pissed you jumped on another excuse to self isolate and sideways shuffle away from someone perpetually in need and distressed
thats not how it works though!!! if you keep trying to double down itll just collapse on you eventually i know!!!!!!!!! you know that!!!! imagine if one of your friends was talking about themself like this!!!!!!!!!
K--<my bad decision is all i have left now. dont tell me you dont understand.
of course i do!!!! burais my bad decision was SO MUCH FUCKING WORSE than yours!!!!! but i put in the work for the people i love, and you can too if you just fucking try!!!!!!!!!! i know you can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know its terrifying to try and be better and trust people and become someone whos expected to be good, but rough rumblies!!! that is just what we have to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are worth it your friends are worth it you think you have nothing left but we are RIGHT HERE telling you we are here for you!!!!