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@titanicTerrarium
i live on +his weird plane+ called ear+h.
i+ migh+ be +ime +o replace my reliable ne+scape ava+ar wi+h a brand new NCSA Mosaic ava+ar
i+’s almos+ 5 am: my favori+e +ime +o log in+o chi++r.
is i+ be++er +o bvrn ov+ +han +o fade away?
i don’+ know when i’m going +o log back in here again. does anyone even care? do i even care? i gvess i+s my +vrn +o blend back in vn+il i one day die and i have no idea wha+ happens +o my dead body.
how do yov break yovrself ov+ of a rov+ine which is +he only +hing +ha+ makes yov feel fvcking normal
eh. f__ir. I guess. 🤔 i d__nt h__ve __ny __dvice, im n__t ex__ctly kn__wn f__r "bre__king r__utines"
we out of peanut butter can you do something about that
every +ime i +hink im gonna change i jvs+ seem +o fvck myself ip worse
i shovld ge+ real fvcked vp righ+ now i shovld fvcking do i+ i shovld fvckingnd do i+ i don+ wan+ +o do +his anykmfoe #svbs+ances
i wonder wha+ happened +o my bri+ish friends from +he 90s i haven’+ +alked +o since i disappeared wya back when
i feel like +here’s really no reason for me +o be here anymore.
#nowplaying h++ps://mvsic.apple.com/vs/albvm/+he-osmonds/1614325239?i=1614325253 again for +he 500+h +ime. i can’+ really rela+e +o any+hing he’s +alking abov+ here. bv+ +ha+’s kind of why i like i+. i don’+ know.
i look a+ myself and my hands and my face in +he mirror and +hink +o myself +his is all wrong, isn’+ i+?
yo yo yo.
how do i ge+ more badges?
should i reset this character? would anyone even care?
am i allowed +o have badges
when shi+ hi+s +he fan, is i+ be++er +o rvn away and hide or +o fvcking face i+ head on
please i don’+ wan+ i+ +o happen i don’+ wan+ i+ +o happen #scared
i don’+ have mvch +ime lef+ +o prepare for +he inevi+able shi+show +ha+ is abov+ +o go down. i’m a fvcking idio+.
i +hink i may have been ov+ed.
i’m +rying +o feel alive again. i+’s been a long pas+ few weeks. anyway, fvck ear+h, hones+ly.