♦ pitied by @tremulousTactician
my wife says the same thing but shes nice to me all the time. coming from a stranger is way different.
weird seeing a version of him being like ... okayish for once
Sometimes I feel like I haven't done enough, to get my mother justice, for having her life senselessly ended by Jack Noir. However, I also, on balance, wonder what else or more, even, that I could have done? Life is confusing sometimes.
I shit talked all of these horrid Creepy Pastas just to summon them.
thats fine, you wont know how to feel at first ever. shit like this takes awhile to work though. you might need a different outlet though. ... sometimes i write shit on a piece of paper n then destroy it in any way i see fit. helps a lil bit. the words are mine alone and only i knew what was on the paper. something about physically destroyin the feelings helps.
you don't have to air everything out all at once. if the therapist keeps pushing you about it when you say you arent ready, and have already clearly set the boundry with them, you should probably fire them and move on to someone who will respect your boundries. its fine if they ask every once in awhile of course, but if its every session then id dump em. took me a damn decade to feel even remotely better and i went through a hell of a lot of shrinks in that time. its never linear. takes time. its fucking annoying how long it can take but that shit works once you got the right person to talk to. ... man you got me fucking saying the most ive ever had in one post.
yall see this shit? my own wife. #mywife </3 https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/bca62efcd41b.png
I'm sorry to all of my followers, but I've been lying to you all. I am not actually a robot... I'm a flesh vessel. I know. It's rough. But we can get through this together.
i love playing hard to get after begging for dick really shows my initiative to being a huge asshole #nsfw
day one without my hat because i promised i wouldnt get a new one immediately. i feel fucking naked.