
you have to be kidding right??? you're so pretty!! rose have you *seen* yourself?
I have. Every version. They are all beautiful. It is not a matter of looks.

then what is it? i find all parts of you to be yearnable :P
I am many of them. I have abandoned body after body and the more I do so, the less 'real' I become. I am not yearnable because in a way, I do not even exist for much longer than a few days.

well your physical form doesn't not fully define you. you as a person is what makes you you
I am hardly much of a person. More of an idea, or an amalgamation of them. It is complicated, I don't mean to bring your very clearly carnal interests down into the realm of 'venting'.

it's okay dw about me rose i'll be fine. maybe you just need time to find yourself? not everyone can know who they are. it takes time discover

as long as you feel good then that's all that matters :)
