i sUppose posting like that does sort of poke at something that doesn't like to be poked at. sorry, all! ^~^;
dont apologize that hate react was instinctual spite nothing personal
i Understand! it can be Upsetting. it strains against something, especially when said forces are in play, their agendas rUbbing against- ...er, sorry, i'm doing it again, aren't i?
nah youre alright sometimes it does feel like that like i just woke up from a long fucking sleep blinking my eyes with a shit ton of crusty ass eye boogers in there and some cosmic asshole is saying wakey wakey time to put on your tap shoes again like you get it its like when an actor goes off stage the guy theyre playing as doesnt exist anymore maybe the guy in costume is doing some canoodling or whatever backstage but thats not for the audience to know so it might as well mean jack shit hopping on chittr was like me getting dragged back onstage and well i dont like thinking about that mental hot oil
i Understand. in a sense, thoUgh, it does give yoU a bit of freedom to pick Up the pen for yoUrself!
maybe not sure if thats a good thing but fuck it ill take some optimism