
and so what if im still haunted by that shit what then

(⊱♓︎⊰) repress it dummy, forget it ever happened and just live :)

what do you think im frequently doing cmon im not new to this

(⊱♓︎⊰) yeah but your bad at it, just like stop everything ditch who you are do your own thing! or in my case )(er own thing!

last time i ditched "who i am" shit went south fast and maybe you dont have people who gotta experience the fall out but i sure as fuck do

(⊱♓︎⊰) i mean i had people who did but they only had to experience the fall out once, before i dealt with them each one by one. now i don't have to worry about what happens to them because i already did it! :)

right and why would i listen to the advice of someone telling me to murder my friends and family i know we had a duo thing momentarily happening about how much we fucking suck but youre just being straight up insane

(⊱♓︎⊰) you don't gotta listen plus i'm just saying what i did. s)(e knows best after all. sure i'm insane, i wont argue isolation for a ton sweeps with only a voice in your head really does a number on you!

theres a singular portion i thought was fine
