Oh but 2ollux, you are goiing two be run over by the freiight traiin iif you ju2t 2tand there iin the miiddle of the track2... one miight 2ay... Look, II'll 2tep a2iide, II'll even get a 2afe dii2tance away, iit'2 not changiing the fact II am goiing two be run over by the traiin. Ju2t my fuckiing luck, II do a2 they 2ay, the motherfuckiing traiin deraiil2 and head2 2traiight for me, affiixiing my dumb a22 face two the front of iit, but not kiilliing me, no kiilliing me would be two fuckiing good for me, no II am ju2t 2tuck there a2 the goddamn traiin doe2n't even explode, make2 a headway two the track2, 2omehow agaiin2t all odd2 underaiil2 iit2elf, get2 back on the track2, and II am ju2t fuckiing 2tuck there. "iit 2ure 2uck2 two 2uck" he mutter2, but the traiin ii2 2o fuckiing loud that no one would hear iit anyway.
ok im n0t gonna ask if y0ure "go0d" because a sollux is never truly g0od, but is this pr0mpted by something 0r are you d0ing a bit or what?
an actual freiight traiin runniing me over, thii2 ii2n't the fiir2t tiime.
ty, 2eriiou2ly. no one really under2tand2 that when we 2ay 2omethiing ii2 a certaiinty, e2peciially iif iit iinvolve2 the be2t wor2t luck po22iible, iit'2 gonna happen. Perpetually drawiing only the 2hort 2traw, unle22 that ii2 the 2traw we actually want two obtaiin.
precisely. i mean even i get caught up in the "holy shit i can curse pe0ple and sho0t eye lasers" hype and forget being a mage 0f do0m can suck major ass. s0metimes its like you g0tta work AGAINST y0ur powers tw0 get them two d0 what you want.
hone2tly wiith everythiing II have learned II don't even know iif iit fiit2... wiith all the power2 iit doe2n't 2eem II have the abiiliity two change the end, only the path iit take2 two get there.
ive lo0ked intwo it and classpects are a c0mplicated thing. some pe0ple get one that fits their pers0nality, others have 0ne that forces them 0ut of their c0mfort z0ne. and the same comb0 can mean different things for different pe0ple. like, mage is usuallt dps and do0m is usually offensive, but i unl0cked a couple t0ken support abilities using my psiionics. s0meone else might n0t. and mage doesnt always mean change, either. the way i interpret it is basically y0u get knowledge fr0m your aspect and can react acc0rdingly, and use it two guide pe0ple. but maybe its different for y0u. tl;dr shit is a mess, dont feel tw0 bad, dms open if y0u need anything or d0nt, im not y0ur lusus
all II know about my lu2u2 from other 2olluxe2 ii2 they mu2t have acted 2tupiid a lot of the tiime. II am pretty weiird though, II 2tiill have my 2iight, II have a encryptiion modu2, whiich whiile good for kiilliing tiime, really ii2n't u2eful, and iin fact my former 2elf left me 2 paper2, one 2tatiing 'we faiiled good luck have fun' and another 2tatiing 'why the fuck are you u2iing your 2ylladex, you dont need any of that bull2hiit'
alway2 appreciiated. 2ometiime2 ju2t need two vent iin order two move on two 2olviing another problem tbf.