wow okay i forgot about this pretty quick huh? point log, day 32. so i've been here for four weeks. i talked to my dad for... a while. just really laid everything out there. said what i needed to say, we spent about a week just shooting the shit. i feel a lot better about things with him now. now i'm back in that timeline where everything went terribly wrong. where i met roxy. or rather, i'm supposed to be. but... it's kind of scary. i messed things up pretty had with roxy, and i'm scared i'm gonna mess it up again.
Fear what keeps us from repeating past failures. Being scared allows for us to have new perceptions and handle matters in different ways. Fear and pain are the greatest motivators. Even if things do not go perfectly, some progress is better than no progress at all. It is important to remember that during these trying times for you. Perhaps the effort itself, not the outcome, is all it will take.
i can't imagine she holds it against you, lovely! she's not the begrUdging type.