Entry 3? Unsure My nose started to bleed this time when I was writing the different possibilities i cant even control what they tend to be theres no reason to many of what I have seen besides something happens in one way or another and so i cam see the events as a participant im noy doing too well at this im tryint to avoid telling too kuch of it all as its strange amd people wont understand or soemth8ng at times i find out about someone who confises me greayly and hoe they act makes no sens3 to me the pain is too exicit8ng despite how it hurts and its horrigying but im strange and i know thay i am strang4 too strange for most people or anything and i camt even help myself and im j8dt here within my position where all i have done will end even with rhe offer i can hide away ejzg who leaves all of those to suffer inder sixh conditions for what evil there is within thay akin to g9ds whose breath and blood controls all besides the ones who are truly in conyr9l of it all in lesser news that make me frel better and i shoulr probably try to talk to all of my friends more and or whatevr thay there is.. apparent that the person straightened theirnhair as if to pass off as prety orsomething.. it makesme feel feelbadfor that person deapite how much suffring ihave seen them cause within the vidion it makes me feel bad that tthwy dint like hownthey look butits notjing helpful for what i have been trying to do tohelp anyone or myfely Hut it makes me geel aonder instrd of the efrar eithiny my chest as the panic builds for no reason given that the present future and past atemt a straight line within whay it mwand but i want to change for gitntueb better than try to hide hown my life overshadowed by ehay it means to be exist within this plane #gore #horror #religious-themes #existentialism