#cw-addiction
I feel as though people get immediately concerned when they see a Rose drinking on here. But for the record, the last 3 times I went to drink as part of my routine at night, I ended up deciding I didn’t want to, and putting it away. I don’t know how this happened, actually? I feel as though I’ve been maintaining a healthy level of drinking the last few months. I keep expecting to worry myself too. #substance #cw-addiction
Kult: +25
Total: 25
Logically I know I shouldn't drink, when compared to most people I know I have a higher chance of developing alcoholism...and yet here I am making plans to feed some desire that laid dormant for some time yet is now screaming at me to acknowledge it and feed into it, even once.
Kult: +9
Kull: +5
Total: 14
Ratio: 1.80

