#tw-eatingdisorder
Outrageously done with the nutrition shakes they give me. Everytime I had to force it down it's like I'm transported back to eating putrid gore. I wish I could claw out my tongue and tie off my esophagus. Everyone's focus is on my health though, so that's why I'm putting up with it. It's hard to do and I'm overstimulated. #gore #cannibalism #tw-eatingdisorder
As discussed between the higher power and myself, there may be concern regarding being high risk for refeeding syndrome. So she sent me a home nurse to integrate food back into my life. If I had the energy for it, I'd be rattling my tin cup against the cage bars waiting for the day the priest comes by to read me my last rights. #tw-eatingdisorder
How am I even bleeding right now? I have zero nutritional value to currently support this type of bodily function. How the hell do bodies work I need to speak with the manager on this one. #menstruation #tw-eatingdisorder