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Outrageously done with the nutrition shakes they give me. Everytime I had to force it down it's like I'm transported back to eating putrid gore. I wish I could claw out my tongue and tie off my esophagus. Everyone's focus is on my health though, so that's why I'm putting up with it. It's hard to do and I'm overstimulated. #gore #cannibalism #tw-eatingdisorder

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Thanks. Solutions here may more wild than the average bear. Like Novocain injected directly into my maw. #needles

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we can both be right about this. imagine if it could all be fixed with the snap of your fingers. would you say no to that?

Rhetorical question. Anyone would solve their problems with a snap of their fingers.

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ok yes that is true. but you sometimes feel so stubborn that you wouldn't. and you know i know stubborn.

I'll give you the point. You are right, I do have a habit of being stubborn. This situation feels more like a mental block than an issue I need to man through. As discussed, I enjoyed food more than the average consumer. This new problem feels like a safe space was ripped away. So, yeah, I'd like to go back to that. Snap those fingers.

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would it work better if i was dressed like a silent hill nurse but also clean?

Only if you bend over a lot.

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why do i get the feeling a bunch of stuff is going to be on the floor?

It already is. Happens when you only have one functioning arm and it's nearly super glued to the IV cart.

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well, aren't you lucky i like dressing up? :p

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