Veylin
@anonymousAfterthought
Λpp^rently I ^m "not built for Chittr," but I would like the ^bility to spe^k with the friends my boys ^re m^king! I will try to beh^ve :]
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ After scro↾↾ing some, I do see why it enjoys this site. You're a↾↾ quite fun. ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ Do you think I shou↾dn't be, ↾itt↾e one? ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ Yet you saw fit to comment on my confidence in the first p↾ace. ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ I don't think offence was imp↾ied. ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒ Just working. ▒ ▒ ▒▒ ▒ ▒
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [ACTION:QUERY] zh0u|d i g0 back tt0 my c0|0ur dezcripti0nz? [END MESSAGE]
Everyone with normal shit and I'm over here being like ough I can't help but be compelled to throw myself into danger if its for a good cause fml #notthatserious #butstilljarring
Still puts it in perspective. "Oh I take showers too long" vs "I have a martyr complex". But I am glad to know that I'm not like. Entirely an outlier.
We try to s^ve ourselves through s^ving others. It is not ^ terrible tr^it to h^ve, though it does require some outside temper^nce. In my c^se ^t le^st...it helps to be told no.
I am aVWWare of the effect. The stare that lingers a little too long. The disgust that forgets to look aVWWay. The sudden fascination VWWith eVVery VWWord out of my mouth. You may call it reVVulsion if that helps preserVVe your dignity. I VWWill knoVWW better. You may continue your little liVVes.
Oh, I think highly of myself because I haVVe had the good fortune of comparison. One need only spend a feVWW minutes among the driVVel to understand the VValue of not being it.
Results, darling. Any fool may cultiVVate an attitude. I cultiVVated a reputation sturdy enough that other trolls still mistake VWWearing it for haVVing earned it. You asked VWWhat separates me from the driVVel. The driVVel asks.
You seem to lack the context of my additional declaration regarding this "GameVWWard." It VWWas a jab toVWWards that faux VViolet.
Λh. I ^m f^mili^r with him, yes. Does his existence bother you so gre^tly? It ^ppe^rs you c^nnot look ^w^y.
It saddens me to see such a flaVWWed troll. If only I could put him doVWWn. I'll haVVe to settle for the next nearest.
That VWWould imply a lack of control. I assure you, darling, I am perfectly composed. I VWWould much sooner spill the liquids of a meager sodstomper than do anything of consequence. EVVen the idea of tarnishing the lacquer coating my chair VWWith a slightly annoyed grip is more consequential than the extinguishing of the terribly short liVVes of these lot.
I do so miss proper hospitality. There VWWas a time VWWhen a guest understood that being inVVited aboard an Orphaner's VVessel VWWas not merely social obligation, but eleVVation in society. One dressed accordingly, arriVVed on time, and did not VWWhat had not been offered to them. One especially did not ask VWWhat came of the preVVious occupant of their particular position. Most importantly, you do not embarrass the host. I recall inVViting a bronze once. A clerk, if memory serVVes. CleVVer little thing. VVVery good VWWith figures. Better VWWith forged manifests. He had been stealing from an associate of mine for nearly half a sVWWeep. NoVWW, some VWWould haVVe simply had him dragged from his respiteblock in the night. WWhich is a crude method. WWhere is the ceremony? WWhere is the beauty? No, I am a ciVVilized troll. I sent him an inVVitation. Black card, sterling silVVer lettering, my seal impressed into grubVWWax. Dinner at eighth chime. Formal dress requested. He came, of course. He came. He spent the entire first course trembling so terribly that his spoon rattled against the boVWWl. I said nothing. Then, the second, and eVVentually the third course arriVVed. Still, nothing. He eVVentually, after a glass or tVWWo of VWWine, built it up VWWithin him to ask VWWhy he VWWas there. I told him I had heard marVVelous things about his accounting. His face VWWent quite pale. I smiled. He laughed. Not because anything VWWas funny. You knoVWW the sort. That nerVVous little laugh people make VWWhen they are trying desperately to determine VWWhether they are doomed. I let him VWWonder. That is a part of my hospitality. Anticipation sharpens the palate, you knoVWW. By dessert, he had confessed to eVVerything. Missing shipments, falsified ledgers, and a dozen or so name and titles. He eVVen VVolunteered VWWhat I hadn't asked for. Industrious of him. I had no taste for his flesh, hoVWWeVVer. His mud taints the rest of his self. Such an industrious little creature, though. I complimented him. Despite this, he cried. I ordered him not to, it VWWas making my custard less appetizing. Then I offered him a position. You should haVVe seen his face. Relief. Confusion. Gratitude. Still an air of distrust. All at once. I explained that a troll capable of stealing that much from beneath an Indigo’s nose VWWas plainly VWWasted behind a clerk’s desk. I told him I admired initiatiVVe. I could respect his talent. I could reVWWard his competence, something I belieVVe in. EVVery VWWord VWWas true. That is VWWhat you lot do not understand. You think me cruel VWWithout discernment. Quite the opposite. I appreciate quality VWWhereVVer I find it. Sometimes I permit it to surVViVVe. He accepted. WWorked for me for tVWWo sVWWeeps. NeVVer stole so much as a spoon. MarVVelous employee, truly. Just a shame he's terrified of dinner inVVitations. Couldn't imagine VWWhy. #horror #abuse #cVWW-coercion #cVWW-death #cVWW-slaVVery #cVWW-threatening
I ^m ^lso beginning to underst^nd why my boys did not w^nt me on this website. There ^re quite ^ lot of you in need of help...^ren't there?
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...Under circumst^nces, it would not be entirely unexpected.
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I. Λm not cert^in w^tched is the correct word, in my c^se. It is not norm^l. It should not be.
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