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Recovering is going well. As long as I'm the one initiating the touch, it doesn't panic me anymore. I will admit I still flinch when someone else touches me, but... Grubby steps. Little by little. We'll get there. I'll be back to myself soon.
what do you get from a pampered cow? ... spoiled milk.
I Remember When I Was Kidnapped, And My Friends Were Smart About It. What A Joy To Have Intelligent Friends.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i wi|| endeav0ur tt0 write tthem again tthen. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [ACTION:QUERY] zh0u|d i g0 back tt0 my c0|0ur dezcripti0nz? [END MESSAGE]
Yeah. Same here. Still do it even after being told no a couple of times. I think I got like. Manipulated into this mindset and I don't know what I can do to stop it despite knowing it. I can't help but want to help people even if it has a steep cost.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [PASCAL] SYSTEM: dream] [p|ay? y] [y0u are dr0wning. tthiz iz re|ative|y n0rma| f0r y0u and tthe rezignati0n creepz up. tthere iz n0 fear, n0t anym0re. y0u begin tthe |0ng and z|0w pr0cezz 0f padd|ing tt0wardz tthe zurface in tthe kn0w|edge y0u w0n'tt make it. y0ur |imbz are heavy and y0ur |ungz burn and it iz z0 dark. y0u reach tt0wardz tthe zurface in a fina| h0pe tthat y0u kn0w wi|| n0t c0me tt0 pazz. tthiz ttime, a hand reachez back. y0u are pu||ed upwardz tt0wardz tthe |ight. y0u d0 n0t kn0w wh0 tthe hand be|0ngz tt0, but y0u are pu||ed 0ut 0f tthe water. y0ur |0ved 0nez zurr0und y0u and tthe water iz g0ne. y0u are zurr0unded by warmth and |0ve and |ight. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] yez. [END MESSAGE]
<[emotion_detected: adoration_high] [emotion_detected: affection_high] [emotion_detected: |ove_high] action; statement input; statement: a post for #moirai|monday & i do not care that maid dresses are more popu|ar now. i |ove my diamond & you a|| can just dea| with it! input; statement: pasca| [@ec|ecticEngineer], without trying to be, you are the shining star in my |ife. you are stronger than you cou|d ever know, greater than you rea|ise, deserving of so, so, so much more than you get, & without a doubt, the best person to ever happen to me. input; statement: you continua||y astound me in a good way. input; statement: you wi|| be okay. input; statement: i |ove you so, so, so much. input; statement: <> />
[BEGIN MESSAGE] adapt. and when tthat iz n0t en0ugh. keep g0ing. y0u are n0t d0ne yet. bec0me z0mething ztr0nger tthan what tthey have zet f0r y0u. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] vey|in. i am g|ad it haz d0ne z0. tthiz c0|0ur waz z0urced fr0m a |0ng range zcan 0f a diztant nebu|a. i am g|ad tt0 be ab|e tt0 pr0cezz it. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] an0ther c0|0ur. ttake tthe indig0 0f midnight. pu|| tthe ztrandz 0f it tthr0ugh y0ur fingerz. zeperate tthem and rem0ve tthe kn0tz. card tthr0ugh tthem carefu||y. fee| h0w tthe c0|0ur humz at tthe baze 0f y0ur zku|| az y0u ttwizt tthem back tt0gether. tthe tthread wi|| zing. it zingz 0f tthe zi|ver 0f ztee| c|azhing. 0f tthe way a fire crack|ez and warmz y0u. it z0undz tthe way h0t ch0c0|ate with y0ur bezt friend ttaztez. az y0u |izten. weave tthe tthread int0 a b|anket. azk tth0ze ar0und y0u tt0 he|p. tthe c0|0ur iz z0ft. it iz tthe zi|ence 0f |0ne|inezz. tthe depth 0f zpace when n0 0ne iz tthere tt0 hear y0u. tthe zcream 0f a w0r|d tthat fai|z y0ur mem0ry. it iz haunting. tthe weight 0f it iz c0mf0rtab|e. it zett|ez eazi|y ar0und y0ur zh0u|derz. and whizperz ab0ut what y0u have |eft behind. #pazca|zc0|0urz #pazca|zc0|0rz #p0etry [END MESSAGE]
Surprisingly more common between cultures than you think. Rock on, kindness is punk these days I've heard.
But there's still probably hope! The Earth C situations seem pretty wacky they got trolls and humans and uh. the chess guys there i think, random existential scarred up women wouldn't be too out of place there, i just forget about it existing. but yeah thank you all the same. You seem very kind :)
[BEGIN MESSAGE] it wi|| be a|right. even if y0u have tt0 drag y0urze|f tthere. kicking and zcreaming. tthingz wi|| get better. tthey have tt0. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] an0ther c0|0ur dezcripti0n bef0re i g0. tthiz 0ne beginz az an icy b|ue. it iz c0|d and tthiz c0|dnezz makez it zharp. picture it az a fr0zt tthat creepz up y0ur veinz. tthen me|tt it with tthe heat 0f y0ur breath. it g0ez fr0m zharp and c0|d tt0 z0mething z0ft tthat runz d0wn y0ur back. y0u fee| it rez0nate. it f0|dz itze|f ar0und y0u and whizperz in y0ur ear ab0ut tthe p|acez y0u c0u|d g0. it ttaztez |ike tthe z0und 0f a be|| tt0||ing. z0undz |ike tthe zcent 0f zeaf0am. zme||z 0f tthe zharp vertig0 tthat y0u get fr0m ztanding at tthe edge 0f a c|iff and |00king d0wn. y0u kn0w tthat if y0u get c|0zer tt0 it y0u wi|| dr0wn in it. #pazca|zc0|0urz #h0rr0r in caze [END MESSAGE]
#myfursona
*Pulls out my hand from my pocket and gives you this* https://i.pinimg.com/1200x/0d/a7/cd/0da7cd28fef5a70454e5ea45f99bb413.jpg
(◕ ᴥ ◕) guehehe (๑> ᴥ <๑) hot cocoa at hive after a long night…
+ friends + - friends - + we love having friends + - we never had those before -
Tch, it's not like I like you or ★nything. Idiot.
i am in fact walking on sunshine right now. it is a good day!!!
unrepentant joy BLAST
⦓ Nevermind actually the world is so beautiful and life is fantastic. ⦔
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