@anxiousTautology — #cw-self-harm
>>| .i may just chop .off my .own bulge, .i don't know. #cw-self-harm #nsfwe #gore
>>| sometimes, just banging your head .against the table just helps to keep .unwanted thoughts .away. #cw-self-harm
>>| pushed too far. .arms .are bleeding. so .itchy thoughts. so, so much. .uhhh, taking .a nap, .i guess. skipping masquerade .even. #cw-self-harm
>>| well. time to shoot my .arm .and do some running .in the forest. later, trolls .of the chittr. .and .i still will wait those 6 hours for .avatar change. fuck. #nsfwe #cw-self-harm
>>| stopped the bleeding .and got my sense back. .i .apologize for such .inconvenience, .it rarely happens. #cw-self-harm
>>| .oh. .i .am so done. so so so done. like, .i don't know. .i feel weird .in my .arms .and .on my fingers. .i see my .own, flesh. .it .is so touchable .and quite squishy, but .it makes more pain for some reason. .i try to scratch, but .it seems to get worse. .i try .again .and like .again. but looks so good, looks so nice. .it .is something. .i do. so .i chew .on .it, like .a tar tasting slime. but .instead .i pierce .it more .and more, .opening more holes, letting myself bleed. .and .it .is so hot. .uhhh. #cw-self-harm #gore #blood
>>| just sating my .own painful boredom, slice here, slice there. shit .and .i'm .out .of patients. #cw-self-harm
>>| .i really want to chew .on something. my .arm .is .already bruised to the .open wounds .and .it doesn't help with my desire. #gore #cw-self-harm
>>| bled .out .again .and lived .again. .i don't know what the fuck .i'm doing with myself, .i guess. #cw-self-harm #gore #blood
>>| still .alive. found leftovers, yet not .enough.this. .i don't know, .am .i? just, judge by yourself. .i no sorry for quality, can not set server properly. https://hive.beeb.trl/posts/img_026.webp #gore #blood #cw-self-harm
>>| well shit. so like, .i'm .out .of bandages .and .i can't stop scratching myself. .i .even see the bones now, .i hope not. shit. guess, .or .i live .or .i bleed .out, .i guess. .uhhh. #gore #blood #cw-self-harm
>>| don't really care .about what to wear, so .i hope .i'll get pass through security .or who checks clothing. but shit. .after .i got home .i had to revive my server multiple times. .i thought this was .over for him, to the point .i scratched my .arms to the flesh .and blood. don't worry, .it's .usual for me. .i .always .and were doing this. just how .i handle stress. gladly, .i know how to bandage stuff. here's me doing this, so you know how fucked .it got. https://hive.beeb.trl/posts/img_025.webp #gore #blood #cw-self-harm
>>| so yeah. .i'm bored, let's do some #cw-self-harm, .i guess. here, .i .already have .opened wounds .and bruises .on my .arms. those .i got .after .awhile .of biting my .own .arms due to reflex .on .emotions. currently .i need to bandage them .and sanitize .all the time. sometime .i have to re do this process, just like .i do with my patients, .if .it gets messy. hurts? yeah, but .i don't care really. the pain .is there, to kill my boredom .and .emptiness. .i could go .and cull someone, but not today... .i'm really something, .i don't know. peace to .all, don't let yourself get culled. have fun .in .all...Read more