@anxiousTautology — #cw-mental-health
>>| .i .am not pathetic! this .is my mental health .issue you bulgesucker talk blaster twerp! #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health #vagueposting
>>| .alright .uhhh. need to get myself .up. .i may go, take some shots .and drinks. some beverage. clean my head .and have some fun .in the .event. so for now. .i hope. really hope. no more friends .of mine, getting .into bad situation. not to mention, the worst .imaginable. .i don't want to go .over this .again. .i can't handle .all .anxiety .and stress .and .other nasty .emotions. .i mean .it. #substance .implied #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| .alright. .uhhh sorry. .i'm good now. .i'm thankful to zemich for the help. sorry .if .i kept some people worry. .it's just.. .i'm just good now that .is .all. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health @normaleveryday
>>| .i'll be good. sorry. help .on way #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| sorry .i may passt .out no.. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| sorry... .i.. .i'm good, just time... just pain to .ease my feelings... sorry... but she .is fine? .i saw her .earlier... .i .am sorry.. https://hive.beeb.trl/posts/img_083.png #gore #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| . .. sorrry. .i.. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| sorry.. give me some time please.. .i'm sory this .isjust too much.. no.. .i.... #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| .i... .i'm sorry. .i... this .is just... fucked .up. .i so. .i .am so sorry.. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| like, by pushing .i mean .asking how they .are doing, how .are they feeling, what .is their night was. .i'm .in fear that .at .one point they will get mad .on me for that. for such .obnoxious questions. .and from that .i start to .overthink, .i guess.. what .if they .actually waiting for my question. .and then .it goes .on .and .on. .and .i'm like. maybe .i should check .on them. but .i know they're doing .alright. but what .if not? .uhhh. sorry. .i just don't .understand the boundaries people might have. .and .it gets me worry. like. .it's fine to go .and .ask .a friend .if they .are doing .alr...Read more
(( Doing this OOC shit, just in case people get worried about Possy go haywire. And also OOC-IC line smearing (I supar-rarely do OOC, cause breaks RP) But yeahh he is dumb in head, but it's just characters and Posnah needs some suffering(me: holding gun to his head). No regrets btw. It's about #cw-self-harm and #cw-mental-health. Has been there forevar ))
>>| redacted. .i'm sorry, .i was just .overthinking. .it's gone, the stupid words .are gone. don't worry. sorry. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health #cw-suicide #suicide
>>| just. slowly bleeding .out. sorry.. keep going. .i'm sorry, .i'm just feeling tired. .uhhh. taking .a nap here, sounds .if rain .is nice. sorry.. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health #gore
>>| .uhhh. sorry. .i need some time. .i may chitt later .if my thoughts will settle down. .i'm just happy .at least that my shift .ended. .and .uhhh. sorry. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| look. for the last few hours, .i had .a lot .of stuff that .i tried to .ignore. .i will not go .into details, but .i here .is .a hint. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health .i'm doing this chitt to say .i'm going to take .a rest, for reasons. second .of .all, @packagehandler. curree please. get yourself together. .and hope that gloom .is .all safe .and .intact. .i hope! .it's hard .and .i know this feeling. but don't go the route .i did. she did. .or .if .after my sleep you will still be .in this state, .i will find you .and shoosh you. cookie with .a tea for you.
>>| finished treating my .arms with bandages. got .into big mess. .i'm good. .uhhh. #gore #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| sorry, but .i'm passing .out for now.. nice to know curree .is goood.... #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| not .again... sorry... #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| .i'm sorry. .uhhh. .i need to take timeout. .i'll be good. .i'm so sorry. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| "are you .a motherfucking masochist .or some shit???" no. my self harm posts mostly .is .about my mentality .issues. some people may know .it for months with my .existence .on feed. .i hurt myself .if .i get too .anxious .or too stressed, like bad .emotional meltdown. .it's .a mechanism that .i had for sweeps. .origin? .i won't reveal. that's the secret .i will take to the grave, .i guess. by the by, that .is .a good chitt to cover .up what .i have bad for you, .if you follow me .or want to be my friend .or .even .acquaintance. don't talk to me then. https://hive.beeb.trl/qna/ #gore #violence ...Read more
>>| .i may need to make .a chitt clarification .about my .issues, .if there's going to be .anyone, so pity to become my moirail. but not this night. later perhaps. #gore #violence #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| .alright then. back to bandaging. sorry. .i keep .eyes .on feed. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| .i can't take care .of myself without missing .a single .important moment. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health .if kanaka .is really dead then .i... .i don't know... .it's .a bit sad, because he was silly person. who .i make fun .of .in the future?
>>| .i'm sorry. .uhhh. .i think chittr time .is .over for me for now. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health