@anxiousTautology — #gore
>>| sorry... .i.. .i'm good, just time... just pain to .ease my feelings... sorry... but she .is fine? .i saw her .earlier... .i .am sorry.. https://hive.beeb.trl/posts/img_083.png #gore #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| .alright. .i watched "tetsuo: the .iron man" .and... well, that was quite .interesting. but .it's .a bit sad that .in first parts .it was very gruesome .and grotesque, but .in later .it was .all just montage .and quick .imagery swapping. still .enjoyed watching .it. .i guess .it would be 7 .out .of 10, which .is good. #horror #movie #gore #violence
>>| just. slowly bleeding .out. sorry.. keep going. .i'm sorry, .i'm just feeling tired. .uhhh. taking .a nap here, sounds .if rain .is nice. sorry.. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health #gore
>>| got good rest, feeling better. .and first chitt .i see .is where my friend .is severing their bulge with .a bear trap... why. #gore #nsfwe #violence
>>| finished treating my .arms with bandages. got .into big mess. .i'm good. .uhhh. #gore #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| "are you .a motherfucking masochist .or some shit???" no. my self harm posts mostly .is .about my mentality .issues. some people may know .it for months with my .existence .on feed. .i hurt myself .if .i get too .anxious .or too stressed, like bad .emotional meltdown. .it's .a mechanism that .i had for sweeps. .origin? .i won't reveal. that's the secret .i will take to the grave, .i guess. by the by, that .is .a good chitt to cover .up what .i have bad for you, .if you follow me .or want to be my friend .or .even .acquaintance. don't talk to me then. https://hive.beeb.trl/qna/ #gore #violence ...Read more
>>| yes. great. fantastic. cull threats .in my .askbox. .uhhh. .i'm not going to .answer .about my second death. #gore #violence #abuse #cw-threats #posnahaskbox
>>| .i may need to make .a chitt clarification .about my .issues, .if there's going to be .anyone, so pity to become my moirail. but not this night. later perhaps. #gore #violence #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| .i'm having real hard violent thoughts right now. yet, .i don't know where to put them. #gore #violence
>>| by the by. .i finished with .a shift, but now .it's raining. .i'm stuck .again .and .arms .are stinging. #gore #cw-self-harm
>>| .i recall the sentence, that scars do make .a beauty .of .a men. #gore
>>| crap. .i thought .i properly disinfectdd my wounds. that's bad. #gore #cw-self-harm
>>| why people .even pity me? .i'm doing good. blood loss? just get rest. wound .open? bandages .and stitches. getting drunk? pass .away by .itself. .i .am doing fine. #cw-self-harm #gore #substance
>>| despite the jaw. despite the forearms. despite the legs. despite the bleeding. .uhhh .i'm got sober. that .is strange. but .i'll be good, .i guess. #cw-self-harm #gore #substance
>>| .alright. no. .ethanol .is not great .on wounds. don't .use .it. #gore
>>| .i'm .out .of booze. that's sad. by the by, .ethanol .is good to sanitize your wounds. but .uhhh, .it's too .open. .always have spare bandages. stitches too. #cw-self-harm #substance #gore
>>| .i recall that you can salt your wounds with gunpowder. .i never tried because .of sanitary. but desperate measures may call, .in desperate times. #cw-self-harm #gore
>>| .uhhh. my jaws hurt now. .i may took too much pressure. but the relief was worth .it. #cw-self-harm #gore #substance
>>| the strongest part .of the body .in my .opinion .is teeth. .i clenched .on flesh so hard .i .almost ripped .it .out. #gore #cw-self-harm
>>| .i wonder to become .a headless hoofbeastman. but .i may get .in trouble .in .attempts to decapitate myself without proper preparations .or some cybernetics, .i guess. yet, .it would be .interesting. #gore
>>| my head .is just cracking .on multiple pieces. .as .if .a knife, got lodged deep .inside .and someone .used .it .as .a lever, to wiggle .it .inside. crap. price .is paid .and happiness delivered, no more substance .until the .event. #gore
>>| .if you get .in .inescapable situation. from which you may .only get suffer. the .one that will lead to .endless pain. bite your tongue. hard. let the blood flow .out. .and then choke .on .it. #gore #violence #cw-self-harm .uhhh. .and no. .i .am not doing this. .i .only nibble .on my wrists, which .are bandaged .after previous moments. .i'm good.
>>| want to tell .a dream .of mine that .i had. gruesome .one, but fascinating .on what my thinkpan .is capable. #nsfwe #gore #violence #blood .it .all started with me going .into the .other room. .i did not know what .i was .about to do. but .i made myself .in there. legs were .itching .as .if .i was walking for .a long, long time. so. looking .in. .i saw the .only things needed for surgery. two tables. .one pristine white surgical, with .a body .of some troll .on .it. .all .opened, without .any clothes. the .other table had .all my tools .aligned. .as .if they were waiting .only for me to come ...Read more
>>| .i'm feeling like my blood start bleeding .into my thinkpan. that doesn't seem good, .i guess. #gore .in case .it triggers someone.
>>| .i just want to grab .onto someone's skin .and rip .it .out without .any hesitation. just .open .all flesh .open, like tearing from .a wall. #gore
>>| the next time .i'll be doing body .amputation, .i'll .use .amped power washer. #gore
>>| "we're not just going to shoot the bastards. we're going to cut .out their living guts .and .use them to grease the treads .of .our tanks. we're going to murder those lousy bastards by the bushel" #lyricposting #gore
>>| .are you people cutting yourself .and give your .own flesh to someone .else for .a taste? why. no, but why. #gore #nsfwe #violence #cw-self-harm #cannibalism
>>| yeah. nothing happened too much. but .i need to call this .out because the situation was wild. @inconspicuousmasochist, .i left .alone that night so .i don't know where they got you, just do check .if .everything's good? you were, .opened wide very badly. .it reminded .of my times .on how .i fumbled my .own dissections. #gore
>>| streets can be .interesting. .i walked .out to get myself certain supplies .and saw multiple dead .and .eaten lusus. their body .are literally ripped .open. but they were small to medium sizes. seems someone got .a good feast. #gore
>>| .a wild thing .occurred .on me, this: sharpened blade .in hand. blood-drenched coat. .and .a vile smile. where .others have fallen to the darkness, some thrived, finally living .out their long-forgotten dreams. this .one seems to have discovered .a passion for meat... #gore #violence #blood
>>| .it would be .interesting to see the results .of someone burning .in .a burn chamber. .i may try .on .a dead body, because culling someone .is not worth .it. #gore #dissection
>>| .it's fascinating, that .a lot .of people .are not scared to get blowjob, despite that their partner might have very sharp teeth. .one twitch .of them .and your bulge .is gone. yes, you can stitch .it back. but the point .is. some .of you, .are very bold. #nsfw #gore .in case .of biting bone bulges.
>>| .i lost .a lot .of blood, but still .alive. .about 2 liters, .i guess. fascinating. #cw-self-harm #gore
>>| #cw-self-harm #gore .i'm sorry. two .of my friends .in bad situation. well. .one .is .even dead. .i'm sorry. .and .i can't do .anything to help. .i can .only sit .and just stare .in stupid monitor .of my husktop .of .anticipation .of what .is happening to them. .i'm sorry, .i .am ripping my .own .arms from my bandages, scratching them .again .and .again .and .again .and .again. .i can't help myself. .i keep scratching .all because .of frustration, sadness, .anger .and .anxiety. .i can .only tear my .own skin .and blood pours .of .it. .i try to bandage them .again, but .it just .opens .up .again. .i'm...Read more
>>| .i need to rip that face .of that clown who culled dallis. .i need to rip .it .open. #gore #violence
>>| .i had .a weird dream. for .a moment .i thought .i had plutonium nuclear core .in my hand .and was .about to .implant .into someone's chest cavity, causing .unusual way .of death by radiation. #gore #horror
>>| just stay down .and get .all .uhhh .out .of your mind. .i heard lobotomy .is great way. to make new friends. #gore #violence
>>| blood loss will stop being lethal .if you manage to close the wound, for .example with bandages .or stitches. cuts .is .alright .and manageable. but .if .it was weeping .avulsion, .only miracle may save from this situation. .i'm good, took care .of myself .after .uhhh. nothing. sorry... #gore #cw-self-harm
>>| no. just hit the worst mood swing .ever. .and .i can .even taste blood .in my throat. #gore
>>| .i'm missing doing dissection. like good .old days. #gore #violence
>>| .if .i couldn't feel the pain, .i may could do surgeries .on myself. #gore #cw-self-harm
>>| .i'll be fine just. just bleeding. too much bleeding from the .arms. .i scratched myself too hard. but .i'm feeling lighter. .i'm sorry. .and .i'm so confused now. .oh. #cw-self-harm #gore
>>| .i crave for .old days when .i was .able to dissect bodies. #gore
>>| .i do such posts rare now, because not many people .appreciate .a detailed dissection with dismemberment .and many .other gruesome parts. but this .is .another way .i cope .and feeling satisfied, .as long .as .i not hurt myself. today .is .a little miracle. .a jadebloded body .arrived .anonymously. .it was lying .around my hive, without .a head. .i don't know how .it .even got yere, but by how the cut .on the neck .is made, the culler behind .it, made .it very deliberately. .it's perhaps .a blade .or sword .or .an .axe. cant really figure. but .one thing .is for sure, the corpse .is still fresh. .i'v...Read more
>>| .i noticed that through .amount .of purplebloods .i've saw .on chittr, the name "gamzee". still .i love .all purplebloods despite their names. .and .i know. some trolls .are .already .aware .of my passion, to the degree that some call me .a freak. look. .in the .end .of the night, nothing won't stop me from .enjoying .a nice circus .or .a culling show. .oh, how they .are doing .it .is .also fascinating for me. .i mean, .in the way .all the tricks. juggling toys, plate-spinning, .unicycling, .acrobatics, comedy, throwing grubcakes .at .each .other .and .even to spectators! .i was there. .it was .a mira...Read more
>>| thinking .about... nothing. .i'm still "sculpting" the body. not right now, .i'm still .at work. but .as soon .as .i get to the hive, .i may finish .it. #gore
>>| .i think, .i'll try to sculpt .a new body to .accomplish quest, by taking parts from previous bodies. .it will be .interesting for sure. #gore #nsfwe
>>| fall .asleep .at job .and .i saw .a nightmare. starting to cough .at first, thinking .it was just nothing. but then .i started coughing blood .and .i was .in confused state. .i could not believe that, but then .i puked more blood .and felt to the knees. .and .it that point .i woke .up. #gore #blood
>>| maybe .after work .i will do something productive. perhaps cleaning .up my blocks from .all the guts. but .i just can't be bothered. #gore