@anxiousTautology — #blood
>>| want to tell .a dream .of mine that .i had. gruesome .one, but fascinating .on what my thinkpan .is capable. #nsfwe #gore #violence #blood .it .all started with me going .into the .other room. .i did not know what .i was .about to do. but .i made myself .in there. legs were .itching .as .if .i was walking for .a long, long time. so. looking .in. .i saw the .only things needed for surgery. two tables. .one pristine white surgical, with .a body .of some troll .on .it. .all .opened, without .any clothes. the .other table had .all my tools .aligned. .as .if they were waiting .only for me to come ...Read more
>>| .a wild thing .occurred .on me, this: sharpened blade .in hand. blood-drenched coat. .and .a vile smile. where .others have fallen to the darkness, some thrived, finally living .out their long-forgotten dreams. this .one seems to have discovered .a passion for meat... #gore #violence #blood
>>| .i noticed that through .amount .of purplebloods .i've saw .on chittr, the name "gamzee". still .i love .all purplebloods despite their names. .and .i know. some trolls .are .already .aware .of my passion, to the degree that some call me .a freak. look. .in the .end .of the night, nothing won't stop me from .enjoying .a nice circus .or .a culling show. .oh, how they .are doing .it .is .also fascinating for me. .i mean, .in the way .all the tricks. juggling toys, plate-spinning, .unicycling, .acrobatics, comedy, throwing grubcakes .at .each .other .and .even to spectators! .i was there. .it was .a mira...Read more
>>| fall .asleep .at job .and .i saw .a nightmare. starting to cough .at first, thinking .it was just nothing. but then .i started coughing blood .and .i was .in confused state. .i could not believe that, but then .i puked more blood .and felt to the knees. .and .it that point .i woke .up. #gore #blood
>>| .it never gets .old. the screaming. the .agony .of tearing flesh .and ripping chest .apart. watching .attempt .after .attempt by .an .intruder to .escape the restraints. #gore #violence #blood
>>| .oh. .i .am so done. so so so done. like, .i don't know. .i feel weird .in my .arms .and .on my fingers. .i see my .own, flesh. .it .is so touchable .and quite squishy, but .it makes more pain for some reason. .i try to scratch, but .it seems to get worse. .i try .again .and like .again. but looks so good, looks so nice. .it .is something. .i do. so .i chew .on .it, like .a tar tasting slime. but .instead .i pierce .it more .and more, .opening more holes, letting myself bleed. .and .it .is so hot. .uhhh. #cw-self-harm #gore #blood
>>| bled .out .again .and lived .again. .i don't know what the fuck .i'm doing with myself, .i guess. #cw-self-harm #gore #blood
>>| still .alive. found leftovers, yet not .enough.this. .i don't know, .am .i? just, judge by yourself. .i no sorry for quality, can not set server properly. https://hive.beeb.trl/posts/img_026.webp #gore #blood #cw-self-harm
>>| well shit. so like, .i'm .out .of bandages .and .i can't stop scratching myself. .i .even see the bones now, .i hope not. shit. guess, .or .i live .or .i bleed .out, .i guess. .uhhh. #gore #blood #cw-self-harm
>>| don't really care .about what to wear, so .i hope .i'll get pass through security .or who checks clothing. but shit. .after .i got home .i had to revive my server multiple times. .i thought this was .over for him, to the point .i scratched my .arms to the flesh .and blood. don't worry, .it's .usual for me. .i .always .and were doing this. just how .i handle stress. gladly, .i know how to bandage stuff. here's me doing this, so you know how fucked .it got. https://hive.beeb.trl/posts/img_025.webp #gore #blood #cw-self-harm
>>| .i think, .i haven't got .enough sleep time, so .i was keeping myself .up by biting my .arms with teeth... .and .i made .an .accident, whoops. #gore #blood
>>| while fixing the server, .i've bruised my .arms to the point .of tearing the skin .apart, .again. .oh boy, time to get .a medkit. don't worry, they're still functioning, .i .am typing somehow, right? #blood #nsfwe #tech