@anxiousTautology — #blood
>>| fall .asleep .at job .and .i saw .a nightmare. starting to cough .at first, thinking .it was just nothing. but then .i started coughing blood .and .i was .in confused state. .i could not believe that, but then .i puked more blood .and felt to the knees. .and .it that point .i woke .up. #gore #blood
>>| .it never gets .old. the screaming. the .agony .of tearing flesh .and ripping chest .apart. watching .attempt .after .attempt by .an .intruder to .escape the restraints. #gore #violence #blood
>>| .oh. .i .am so done. so so so done. like, .i don't know. .i feel weird .in my .arms .and .on my fingers. .i see my .own, flesh. .it .is so touchable .and quite squishy, but .it makes more pain for some reason. .i try to scratch, but .it seems to get worse. .i try .again .and like .again. but looks so good, looks so nice. .it .is something. .i do. so .i chew .on .it, like .a tar tasting slime. but .instead .i pierce .it more .and more, .opening more holes, letting myself bleed. .and .it .is so hot. .uhhh. #cw-self-harm #gore #blood
>>| bled .out .again .and lived .again. .i don't know what the fuck .i'm doing with myself, .i guess. #cw-self-harm #gore #blood
>>| still .alive. found leftovers, yet not .enough.this. .i don't know, .am .i? just, judge by yourself. .i no sorry for quality, can not set server properly. https://hive.beeb.trl/posts/img_026.webp #gore #blood #cw-self-harm
>>| well shit. so like, .i'm .out .of bandages .and .i can't stop scratching myself. .i .even see the bones now, .i hope not. shit. guess, .or .i live .or .i bleed .out, .i guess. .uhhh. #gore #blood #cw-self-harm
>>| don't really care .about what to wear, so .i hope .i'll get pass through security .or who checks clothing. but shit. .after .i got home .i had to revive my server multiple times. .i thought this was .over for him, to the point .i scratched my .arms to the flesh .and blood. don't worry, .it's .usual for me. .i .always .and were doing this. just how .i handle stress. gladly, .i know how to bandage stuff. here's me doing this, so you know how fucked .it got. https://hive.beeb.trl/posts/img_025.webp #gore #blood #cw-self-harm
>>| .i think, .i haven't got .enough sleep time, so .i was keeping myself .up by biting my .arms with teeth... .and .i made .an .accident, whoops. #gore #blood
>>| while fixing the server, .i've bruised my .arms to the point .of tearing the skin .apart, .again. .oh boy, time to get .a medkit. don't worry, they're still functioning, .i .am typing somehow, right? #blood #nsfwe #tech