@anxiousTautology — #substance
>>| .alright .uhhh. need to get myself .up. .i may go, take some shots .and drinks. some beverage. clean my head .and have some fun .in the .event. so for now. .i hope. really hope. no more friends .of mine, getting .into bad situation. not to mention, the worst .imaginable. .i don't want to go .over this .again. .i can't handle .all .anxiety .and stress .and .other nasty .emotions. .i mean .it. #substance .implied #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| .i know what .i need. beverage with .ice. cooled beer .or something .else. #substance
>>| .i need .a second drink now. maybe .after thet, some horny crap. .i don't know. #substance
>>| so .i m like. feel bad for stuff .i made yesterday. .uhhh. .oh no. .i mean .i said. #substance
>>| #boynook the best. wait.. .i got the best nook .ever. nothinn beats this .one. #nsfw #substance
>>| .i do not swear. .at .all! becuse swears .are for bulgesuckers. #substance
>>| .i .am .of the work, decided .if there's not much .of the people, .i go hit .a bar. then getting to home. #substance
>>| you knwo. my loving drink .is long .island .iced tea. .i .always .ask for .it. but not .only because .it's beautiful .and mixed with four .alcohol .and .a soda. but .also because .it's .a feminine drink. .i don't know, but feels right. #substance
>>| dance. dance like never before. dancing .un dead man's boots. push the limits, tip the floor, step left .and step right. show them what you got. .as life depends .on your movements. feel the muscles .in your legs tense .up. do proper .arm gestures, hit those notes. #substance
>>| .i need .a drink. #substance
>>| well that's done. .and my shift .is .over, time to pack .up .and get back hive. perhaps some beverage for .a fine .evening. #substance
>>| time to go .and pop some .energy drinks. .i'm hungry for .energy right now. .and blood. .i may .even go .at #sicknastysunday .and lure someone .out for .a good neck bite. #substance #nsfw
>>| .one sip .and thinkpan .is .all .in pain. fantastic. .or perhaps .it's just me working several nights .on server. .uhhh... #pain #substance
>>| .i'll just go drunk mode .and try to forget .everything. .i hope. #substance
>>| .i have the prettiest boy nook .of .all chittr. .even the whole .universe. .and .i may hit some beverage. .or heat .is getting me. #nsfw #substance
>>| right. .i may need to man .up, but .i don't really want to. currently .i want to drown .in beverage. .and cease to .exist. sorry. #substance
>>| #sicknastysunday .is .on .a horizon. that means to get .all horny .and drunk. .i may just start now with beverage. .i think, .i had drinking beverage .every night. .oh well. #nsfw #substance
>>| my head .is pounding crazy, yet .i .only drank .another bottle .of .absinthe. .i don't feel drunk, just pain .in my thinkpan. .or was .it .even beverage? .i don't know. don't give .a crap. #substance
>>| do you .ever go .and bite .it .into .energy drink can to get last bits .of precious juice? .i know .i do, because .it's delightful. #substance
>>| hours later, chittr .is still sleeping. come .on .or .i'll just go .and drown myself .into beverage. #substance
>>| .i need .a drink, quick shot just to hit the back .of my thinkpan, this .instance. #substance
>>| .even .i myself not chitt that hard when .i'm .under substance, like this person. #substance
>>| people tend to say that substance .is .all just slurring .and rainbows .in your .eyes. .it's much more than that. the mind .is like, .enabled more than just the colors. hallucination .involved. #substance
>>| why people .even pity me? .i'm doing good. blood loss? just get rest. wound .open? bandages .and stitches. getting drunk? pass .away by .itself. .i .am doing fine. #cw-self-harm #gore #substance
>>| despite the jaw. despite the forearms. despite the legs. despite the bleeding. .uhhh .i'm got sober. that .is strange. but .i'll be good, .i guess. #cw-self-harm #gore #substance
>>| grubs .and wigglers. don't do drugs. .it's bad. #substance
>>| .i'm .out .of booze. that's sad. by the by, .ethanol .is good to sanitize your wounds. but .uhhh, .it's too .open. .always have spare bandages. stitches too. #cw-self-harm #substance #gore
>>| .uhhh. my jaws hurt now. .i may took too much pressure. but the relief was worth .it. #cw-self-harm #gore #substance
>>| well guess what. .i got booze .and you got none. .i have .a night-off .and you .are .a slave .of your job. .unless your so poor .or .i don't know. #substance
>>| .i don't know what to do now. .i fumbled so bad that .i don't .even know what to do. .uhhh. .i may just go .and drink some beverage. .i don't know. #substance #vagueposting
>>| .i don't want to sleep now. .i still have more to go. just drooling .on .a floor. #substance
>>| .i .am still kicking .in. .one down, more to go. #substance
>>| .uhhh. got new booze. .and .i have .a huge .amount .of rubber ducks. come .at me, .i will throw .at you however .i want. #substance
>>| chilling .and grilling. .uhhh, sun .is so hot, .i may fry my buns. #substance #sunishot #nsfw
>>| so yes. .it .is #substancesunday .i can call that. .and #sicknastysunday. we .are doing this. #substance #nsfw
>>| purest .ethanol. .uhhh no. .it may be too much .and .i .already threw .up like .once. #substance
>>| .i .am just .a jade crap rainbow drinker. great work there, getting yourself culled .in stupid way possible. .and what the price .i get? .i .am now .a walking flashlight. .uhhh. like. that .is so cool. see? sarcasm. .i don't .even know, like .uhhh. .i need to know go .on drink blood. why. this .is so stupid. .i think .it .even may be .easier to go .and risk by biting people .on streets. .uhhh. #substance #nsfw
>>| crap. .i slipped .on .uhhh. .i think .it may be better to leave .it .as .is. still beverage time. #substance
>>| you .all nooksucker. too weak to take me. .uhhh. .i maybe took too much. .i have not read percentage .on beverage .i took. #nsfw #substance
>>| .i'm so high. .i could swear. .i really need someone to pail my thinkpan .out please. this .instance really. .anyone? #nsfw #substance
>>| .i was like .uhhh what .if my head could be detachable. .and just play with .it soccer .or .uhhh. .i don't know. #substance
>>| no. .i need my drink now. #substance
>>| scratch that. .i may just go for .a drink. just .a nice beverage. that .is .all .i need. maybe wine .or something .expensive. #substance
>>| .i need get some substances. drugs .or something. .it's getting boring .in here. .i'm just sipping .on .energy drink .and just don't know what to do. #substance
>>| .i wonder what .other people love when they .order the drink. mine .is long .island .iced tea. the description states that .it's .a drink for strong women, but .i just love .all the mix .of warm colors .of .it .and quantity .of multiple .alcohol with .a hint .of soda. #substance #cocktails
>>| .i need .a drink now. thrice the .amount. #substance
>>| .i may need .a smoke right now .and .a little sleep before the .event. #substance
>>| .uhhh. .i'm going to go pass .out .again. .it's better this way. just not feeling to do .anything. .i'm sorry. #substance #cw-self-harm
>>| my tummy hurts. .i think, .i took too much pure .ethanol. #substance #cw-self-harm
>>| this .is boring. see you .all tomorrow. going to cull my .organs with pure .ethanol. #substance right. #cw-self-harm