@anxiousTautology — #substance
.i'm .out .of spritz. how do .i make beverage here? #substance
>>| sweet sweet .almost wine stuff. what can be better? #substance
>>| .i need .a drink, .i guess. #substance
>>| you know what. fine! screw this. .i scratched my .arms .all week while .i've been .absent from chittr. not .even beverage helped me. .and .i'm still going through .it. for now .i'm somewhat "stable". .all because .of this stupid game .and this stupid fate. .one night .i was living .a peaceful night .on .alternia, but .another .i'm who knows there .on some stupid planet with .unimaginable crap .and stuff. @hushedcardiomyopathy shut .up for .once. .i .am not pathetic. you're the .one who .is pathetic. you still can't get simple facts .into your .own mind, going .all cute .and still kneeling to people...Read more
>>| .i had most cruel thought .ever. .i may go buy myself more beverages, substances .or something to keep my mind free. greetings to .everyone by the by .and good light. #substance
>>| .i'm .in this stupid limbo. my liquor cabinet .if .empty. chitting feeling .exhausting, but fun. .every step .is heavier than previous, yet .all .are the same. .as wish .i could stop .at .one point .and forget .everything. memory wipe. but .in the meantime .i will lose good memories too. .an .offer with .a price. .uhhh... .i don't have nothing to lose, yet .i'm still scared sometimes. that's sad display .of myself there. .ar .one point .i want to be hugged, but .on the .other side yelled .at .and commanded to do something. life was .easier when you don't think too much. but now this game .and .all cra...Read more
>>| .imagine feeling words. not .on your tongue but like .on your hands. my liquor cabinet .is .empty. .and .i'm .out .of supplies still. #substance
>>| people don't like hugs? that's. sad... .i may go drink .or something. who .even cares... #substance
>>| .i need .a drink. two .or more. just big pool .of beverage. so that .even .alcoholic would be jealous. #substance
>>| .i really want to drown right now .in the beverage. #substance
>>| drinking .a fine wine while .admiring chittr .and .other stuff... perfection. #substance
>>| well .anyway. .it seems to be saturday. that's cool. .and .i'm gone for some hours because chittr .is .empty than my thinkpan .after multiple .of rows .of drinks .and beverage. #substance
>>| too many women .and not .a single man to kiss. no yaoi... .uhhh... .i may just drink myself .until .i pass .out .or something .or .use some pail toys. #nsfw #substance #yaoi
>>| greetings. woke .up with some tingling .in my head. seems .i drank myself too much yesterday. well. the night begins .and .it's time to have some fun. #substance
>>| .uhhh... threee bottles .of wine... let's go. time to pass .out. goodyby chittr. #substance
>>| this night .is just crap for some reason. maybe .i'm just not .in the mood. not .even horny .or sad .or .angry. just some crap .apathy right now. .uhhh. .i may go drunk myself .i guess. .or something .i don't know. #substance
>>| .i need more drinks. whiskey .or .a wine .isn't .enough. #substance
>>| .if you had .an .opportunity to make .a bath with .any liquid, what would .it be? .as like cocoon with sopor smile, .or just .a bathtub with water .and bubbles. for me .in my .opinion .it would be .a tea .or my favourite .energy drink. #substance #suggestive because some .of you may go freaky with .ideas.
>>| .alright found spot to sleep not best but somewhat. thinkpan hurts .and .i'm tired. .i think .i saw .a ghost... #substance #horror but .it's not. just .in case.
>>| .alright .uhhh. need to get myself .up. .i may go, take some shots .and drinks. some beverage. clean my head .and have some fun .in the .event. so for now. .i hope. really hope. no more friends .of mine, getting .into bad situation. not to mention, the worst .imaginable. .i don't want to go .over this .again. .i can't handle .all .anxiety .and stress .and .other nasty .emotions. .i mean .it. #substance .implied #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>>| .i know what .i need. beverage with .ice. cooled beer .or something .else. #substance
>>| .i need .a second drink now. maybe .after thet, some horny crap. .i don't know. #substance
>>| so .i m like. feel bad for stuff .i made yesterday. .uhhh. .oh no. .i mean .i said. #substance
>>| #boynook the best. wait.. .i got the best nook .ever. nothinn beats this .one. #nsfw #substance
>>| .i do not swear. .at .all! becuse swears .are for bulgesuckers. #substance
>>| .i .am .of the work, decided .if there's not much .of the people, .i go hit .a bar. then getting to home. #substance
>>| you knwo. my loving drink .is long .island .iced tea. .i .always .ask for .it. but not .only because .it's beautiful .and mixed with four .alcohol .and .a soda. but .also because .it's .a feminine drink. .i don't know, but feels right. #substance
>>| dance. dance like never before. dancing .un dead man's boots. push the limits, tip the floor, step left .and step right. show them what you got. .as life depends .on your movements. feel the muscles .in your legs tense .up. do proper .arm gestures, hit those notes. #substance
>>| .i need .a drink. #substance
>>| well that's done. .and my shift .is .over, time to pack .up .and get back hive. perhaps some beverage for .a fine .evening. #substance
>>| time to go .and pop some .energy drinks. .i'm hungry for .energy right now. .and blood. .i may .even go .at #sicknastysunday .and lure someone .out for .a good neck bite. #substance #nsfw
>>| .one sip .and thinkpan .is .all .in pain. fantastic. .or perhaps .it's just me working several nights .on server. .uhhh... #pain #substance
>>| .i'll just go drunk mode .and try to forget .everything. .i hope. #substance
>>| .i have the prettiest boy nook .of .all chittr. .even the whole .universe. .and .i may hit some beverage. .or heat .is getting me. #nsfw #substance
>>| right. .i may need to man .up, but .i don't really want to. currently .i want to drown .in beverage. .and cease to .exist. sorry. #substance
>>| #sicknastysunday .is .on .a horizon. that means to get .all horny .and drunk. .i may just start now with beverage. .i think, .i had drinking beverage .every night. .oh well. #nsfw #substance
>>| my head .is pounding crazy, yet .i .only drank .another bottle .of .absinthe. .i don't feel drunk, just pain .in my thinkpan. .or was .it .even beverage? .i don't know. don't give .a crap. #substance
>>| do you .ever go .and bite .it .into .energy drink can to get last bits .of precious juice? .i know .i do, because .it's delightful. #substance
>>| hours later, chittr .is still sleeping. come .on .or .i'll just go .and drown myself .into beverage. #substance
>>| .i need .a drink, quick shot just to hit the back .of my thinkpan, this .instance. #substance
>>| .even .i myself not chitt that hard when .i'm .under substance, like this person. #substance
>>| people tend to say that substance .is .all just slurring .and rainbows .in your .eyes. .it's much more than that. the mind .is like, .enabled more than just the colors. hallucination .involved. #substance
>>| why people .even pity me? .i'm doing good. blood loss? just get rest. wound .open? bandages .and stitches. getting drunk? pass .away by .itself. .i .am doing fine. #cw-self-harm #gore #substance
>>| despite the jaw. despite the forearms. despite the legs. despite the bleeding. .uhhh .i'm got sober. that .is strange. but .i'll be good, .i guess. #cw-self-harm #gore #substance
>>| grubs .and wigglers. don't do drugs. .it's bad. #substance
>>| .i'm .out .of booze. that's sad. by the by, .ethanol .is good to sanitize your wounds. but .uhhh, .it's too .open. .always have spare bandages. stitches too. #cw-self-harm #substance #gore
>>| .uhhh. my jaws hurt now. .i may took too much pressure. but the relief was worth .it. #cw-self-harm #gore #substance
>>| well guess what. .i got booze .and you got none. .i have .a night-off .and you .are .a slave .of your job. .unless your so poor .or .i don't know. #substance
>>| .i don't know what to do now. .i fumbled so bad that .i don't .even know what to do. .uhhh. .i may just go .and drink some beverage. .i don't know. #substance #vagueposting