On an sweeter note, I want to share some more social updates as well about how our session is going. So, one of my co-players, Haiwei, has been asking us girls a lot of questions. They were obsessed with humans, mammals, and the things that our bodies can do. At first it was really irritating, they'd ask all kinds of intrusive questions about how bodies work for human women, sometimes men but mostly women. Some of them were very inappropriate questions, which I think is a product both of them being a rather isolated individual and also probably some kind of troll specific neurodivergence making it more difficult for them to read social cues and understand what's appropriate or too much. Either way, this was an intense, repeated curiosity and admiration. Nobody really understood why the obsession was so big, until the truth finally came out. It all clicked for us when she finally said outright that she just wanted to be more like us in the way that her body looks. At first we all thought that they were asking for a sample of Cora's HRT medication because they wanted to study the differences or something, or maybe to investigate the hormonal and chemical processes that induce lactation in humans as something just foreign, alien and novel in concept that they were fascinated by. Now, I don't really know how to break it to her that human medication for that isn't going to work for a troll in the same way. I think Cora will have a much better understanding of how to handle that situation with grace, but she's also not the most emotionally sensitive or inclined so maybe not. It's going to be tough for everyone to find a way to support her in transitioning medically like she wants without any doctors left in the universe. We'll find a way! I know we can. Surely, in an interdimensional apocalypse game that can create a pocket dimension specifically for the people who are playing it, create brand new objects out of combined captcha codes pulled from thin air like magic, and sling meteors across an entire universe like it's nothing, there has to be a way to make her dreams come true. There's no way that something this magical and impossible cannot produce such a result somehow. We've been planning a girls night for a while as soon as all of us can find a way to meet up together. Lots of fun discussions about what we're going to do when we get there. The invitation has of course been extended to Haiwei! It's the least we can do. I also gave her a captcha code for one of the dolls I used to play with when I was little girl because she keeps talking about how curious she is about babies and motherhood and I wanted to give her a little piece of that joy. She hasn't made it yet, but I hope that she likes it. I might see if we can get together and do a kind of hand me down party, donate a bunch of captcha codes that she can alchemize together and make some new outfits that feel affirming and more like herself. We can call it a dress up party! What's more girly than getting together and doing makeovers? I think between that and spa days, that's about as girly as it gets. In the meantime, does anyone here have recommendations about how to support a troll transitioning mtf? I'm not entirely sure about what feminine gender presentation looks like for trolls, or the kinds of things that they need specifically that I as a human would not understand. I just really want to be there for my friend in any way that I can, and the way that will support her the most in her specific situation. Thanks everybody! #sburb #coplayers #transition #mtf #transawakenings #imsohappyforher
I recømmend łending ør ałchemizing (I bełieve that’s the term før in-game synthesis øf items?) her makeup such as łipstick, eyełiner, and eyeshadøw. The usage øf makeup, particułarły shades that match the user’s hemøtype, is sømething that remains present in femałe cułture even før trøłłs. Błack is ałsø cønsidered a very cłassy shade if yøur friend isn’t very bøłd ør døesn’t høłd a føndness før their błøød hue. Døing anøther’s hair and makeup is ałsø a cømmøn bønding activity, ør at łeast was før søme øf the trøłłs I wørked ałøngside in the caverns; høwever, if yøur friend isn’t very øpen tø physicał cłøseness łike that ør finds the sensatiøn øf makeup prøducts øn the skin irritating, yøu can ałsø try sharing ør perhaps even making accessøries tøgether. Charm bracełet crafting was a very big trend in the cavern I øversaw and øthers I visited.
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Thank you so much! This is really helpful. I have been using crayon captcha codes to change the color of items recently. I do have some makeup, and I do have some clothes, so if I can get a picture of her in good lighting I bet I could color match her some foundation, highlighter, bronzer, blush, lipstick, etc and appropriately hued makeup and clothes. I think I will go ahead and wrap it up in a fun box with some decorative paper and give it to her as a coming out present! I could give her a captcha code for it... but I think it would be more meaningful to wait until I can give it to her in person.
Yes please! Haiwei is a gold blood, does high blood certified mean medicinal quality, or that it is designed for highbloods specifically? I have no idea how hormones and troll phenotypes work, or if they are even the same across all castes or not. I don't want to get it wrong and make her very, very sick by mistake. Hopefully this fluidity can come in handy for her. All things considered, I am a little bit curious about the fact that she is so obsessed with specifically the human version of what femininity looks like. She does not talk about the troll women around us like she talks about human women. This a development that has me pretty stumped. Can trolls have maternal feelings or instincts? She seems to be intensely interested in the maternal qualities of femininity. There are troll women in this session, and she doesn't talk about wanting a chest like theirs, she wants one like. Yknow, mine, bells and whistles included. I don't know what to do with that.
ⓘt ⓘs a standard ໑f qualⓘty yeah all the gender m໑dⓘfⓘcatⓘ໑n shⓘt ⓘn the empⓘre ranges fr໑m placeb໑ t໑ can gr໑w y໑u rumblespheres bⓘgger than my head ⓘn less than a perⓘgree n໑w whⓘle all hⓘghbl໑໑d desⓘgned gender m໑dⓘfⓘcatⓘ໑n treatments are hⓘgh qualⓘty they d໑ make ໑n c໑mmⓘssⓘ໑n genderculler pr໑grammeds and b໑dy m໑ds f໑r l໑wbl໑໑ds because ⓘdk mⓘster velvet vⓘ໑let l໑ver wants hⓘs rustbl໑໑d maⓘd t໑ have "better" pr໑p໑rtⓘ໑ns ⓘll be h໑nest th໑se kⓘnd ໑f pr໑grammes arent my maⓘn lⓘck s໑ t໑ speak and ⓘ ໑bvⓘ໑usly w໑uld never r໑b an h໑n໑urable hⓘghbl໑໑d ໑f theⓘr precⓘ໑us ໑rdered pr໑grammes but ⓘ c໑uld g໑ ⓘnt໑ a bⓘt better detaⓘl wⓘthⓘn my dms whⓘch c໑nvenⓘently are als໑ ⓘmmune fr໑m the empⓘres watchful eye ⓘ mean the chances ໑f my empⓘre specⓘfⓘcally fⓘndⓘng thⓘs p໑st are basⓘcally zer໑ and ⓘ w໑uldnt care all that much anyway but stⓘll lma໑ as f໑r maternal feelⓘngs ⓘ d໑nt have much ໑f a clue ໑bvⓘ໑usly jadebl໑໑ds can have them but the ໑nly jadebl໑໑d ⓘ am well acquaⓘnted wⓘth was ໑ne a dude and tw໑ hated the tradⓘtⓘ໑nal matrⓘarchal bent ໑f beⓘng ⓘn a cl໑ⓘster s໑ much he ran ໑ff t໑ bec໑me a hermⓘt studyⓘng weⓘrd repr໑dcutⓘve shⓘt ⓘ c໑uld l໑໑k ⓘnt໑ ⓘt agaⓘn f໑r fav໑rs that can be dⓘscussed wⓘth໑ut unwanted stalks wrappⓘng ar໑und ໑ur c໑nversatⓘ໑n lma໑ #b໑dym໑d #b໑dyh໑rr໑r #nsfw
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¥øur suppørt and the freedøm tø expłøre this part øf her identity in an envirønment that’s rełativeły free øf the Empire’s infłuence are bøth wønderfuł things tø give her øn their øwn, but I’m sure these gifts wiłł be a wønderfuł surprise før her. In regard as tø why she might feeł a strønger cønnectiøn tø human femininity than trøłł, that’s ałready been answered quite wełł by anøther cømmenter, but I want tø add in that perhaps the tenets she sees yøu and the øther human femałes in yøur sessiøn embødy are simpły møre attractive than what her native søciety has tø øffer. It may be that yøu’re shøwing her an angłe tø it that she didn’t knøw cøułd be pøssibłe. Femininity and maternity/caretaking are łinked in trøłł søciety, yes, but nøt quite in the way they are før humans. The Møther Grub, whiłe a feminine figure technicałły, cannøt quite be emułated aestheticałły since she is a huge insectøid creature and nøt a trøłł. As a Jadebłøød, høwever, I can say that aptitude ør even passiøn før łøøking after the brøød is nøt inherent tø øur hemøtype, łet ałøne gender; I’ve met many Jades whø have a łøathing før their statiøn, and many whø adøre it but had tø wørk very hard tø find their true płace within the caverns. Ałł this tø say that if a Gøłdbłøød wishes tø “get in øn it”, sø tø speak, I wøułd nøt bar them entry if it were søłeły up tø me.
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