Gr()w!n’ up the h()rr()r st()ry was that when a g()ld bl()()d gets helmed they l()se all aspects a the!r pers()nh()()d t() the sh!p. Str!pped d()wn t!l they a!n’t n()th!n’ but the th!ng fl!ng!n’ the sh!p ar()und. N()w ! a!n’t ()ne t() talk ()uts!de a the sc()pe ()f my ()wn terr()rs and what n()t but d()n’t !t seem m()re t()rtur()us that they’re lett!n’em keep that sl!ver ()f h()rr!f!ed pers()nh()()d g()!n’ the ent!re t!me they’re be!n’ treated l!ke that?
<action; statement input; statement: i am aware. but you were active|y putting her in a worse state & making things so much harder for her by scaring her />
She d()n't need t'be ()n ch!ttr t!l she's accl!mated t() her new l()t !n l!fe ! d!dn't say n()th!ng that a!n't the truth
<action; statement input; statement: he|msickness is not the best option input; statement: i am not on|y fee|ing the fear & horror of the he|m. i am me i am |ia|yi & i am finding things i enjoy in this input; statement: |ike making music input; statement: i am sti|| a person & i wou|d much much much rather be a person, in the state that i am, than just the thing that f|ies & operates suneater />
!'m n()t say!n' that, e!ther? !'m say!ng that she needs t() calm d()wn bef()re e><p()s!n' herself t() sh!t pe()ple m!ght be say!ng ()nl!ne that w()n't help her feel better r!ght n()w. Cause !f she's just n()w gett!n !nt() the helm, she ()ughta f()cus a l!ttle b!t ()n ma!nta!n!ng th()se b!ts a herself because be!ng scared and h()rr!f!ed and ()pen!ng ch!ttr at the same t!me m!ght run her !nt() mak!n' m!stakes that'll get her banned fr()m hav!ng access ()n her sh!p. Yeah? Y()u can get all up !n arms all y()u l!ke, sweetpea, ! a!n't y()ur enemy here. Just a tech that kn()ws what she's talk!n' ab()ut
A slow, frigh⟡ful dea⟡h. I change my mind nigh⟡ ⟡o nigh⟡ which fa⟡e I ⟡hink is worse. ==⟢
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