[a Recording Was Posted. You Can Heard Fade Mumbling. 'finally Doing Audio.. Can't Believe This Junk' One Last Tuning And A Guitar Started To Being Played.] oh Jade's Glasses how Nice They Must Be rare Beauty That Is Never Forgotten oh- starting To My Night With Nothing But Smoke my Life Is Nothing But Smoke looking Forward To The Day I Blow My Pan nothing But A Life Of Service turn To Some Powers Above i Laugh At The Idea starting My Night With Smoke looking Forward To The Day I Blow My Pan nothing But A Waste Of Time killing Myself Slowly Without A Break nothing But An Trophy to Be Earned is Any Thought Behind Their Stupidity? oh- jade's Blood oh The Maidens In Green starting My Night With Nothing But Smoking Dreams won't Even Be A Footnote killing Myself Slowly Without A Break waiting For The Day That I Blow Out My Pan seek Powers To Beg For Some Kind Of Pity wouldn't You Like It If I Groveled? beg For Some Kind Of Mercy That It'll Never Be Given? what Type Of Life Do You Think This Is? my Life Is Nothing But Smoke waiting For The Night To Turn To Day if This Has To Be My Life i Might Just Rather Burn. [and An Sudden Audio Cut.] ##cw-self-harm #lyrics #song #mentalhealth
