8=l < Highb100ds and gods who age slowly (or not at all, as in my case) 8=l < Do you ever wish you 100ked as old as you felt
No. I feel fantastic. I look fantastic.
ngl it's already getting a little weird. i already don't look my age. this is going to be a whole thing.
No. Not at all. Because if I looked as old as I am I would be living in hell. Like back giving out more than it already does and me wishing more and more I hadn’t become a god. Like bro shit happens and it makes the body worse. Would rather just stick with the youth I have for as long as I can exist.
8=l < B100b100ds have naturally long lifespans 8=l < But I've outlived that by far and still 100k young 8=l < I'd 100k good a little bigger 8=l < Charcoal %in 8=l < Salt and pepper hair 8=l < Maybe the grizzle on my jaw w001dn't 100k so bad then 8=l < And still STRONG enough to ruin you
… SOMETIMES. I’VE BEEN TOLD I WOULD AGE PRETTY WELL… BUT LIKE IF I DID… WOULD I LEAVE BEHIND ALL WHO I CARE ABOUT? WOULD THEY LIKE IT AS WELL? OR WOULD I JUST MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE AND ISOLATE MORE THAN I ALREADY DO..? YOU KNOW? … FUCK THAT GOT TO DEEP WAY TO QUICK IGNORE MY DUMB ASS SELF AND JUST THINK ABOUT WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY OR SOME SHIT IDK.
8=l < No that line of thought is very valid 8=l < I have outlived many people I've come to care about over the eons 8=l < Longevity comes with its own price
YEAH.. WELL I LIVED 413 YEARS WITHOUT BEING A GOD AND AS I AGED I THINK I SLOWLY STARTED TO SCARE MY MATESPRITES.. THAT’S WHY JUNE DECIDED TO MESS WITH THE PAST, WHICH APPARENTLY CHANGED A LOT OF STUFF, JUST SO I COULD LIVE AS A GOD WITH HER AND DAVE. SO I THINK THE FEAR OF AGEING KIND OF GOES BOTH WAYS..
8=l < I miss when a few hundred years felt like a long time
YEAH YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN..