@discardedPasts β #suicide
ππππ ππππππ’ πππππππ ππ: @tipsygenostalgic you Sat In Your Room Drunk, Drunker Than You Had Been In Years. You Fucked Up And You Know You Did, The Worst Part Of It Is You Did This On Purpose And You Know It. Sobriety Was Great, It Was, You Think? You're Too Drunk To Know How You Feel About It At The Moment. What You Do Know Is You Lied, You Told Everyone You Could Handle Alcohol Again, You Knew You Couldn't, You Knew This Was An Easy Way To A Relapse And Get Away With It, And That's Just What You Wanted. when Did You Start Crying? You're Not Sure, It's Probably The Guilt, They're All...Read more
ππππ ππππππ’ πππππππ ππ:@arachnidGambler βThatβs not true,β you tell yourself. You know the cruelty living in your hands. You hate everything youβve becomeβ the shape of your name, the sound of your own thoughts. So you keep pailing with strangers, keep pretending not to care, while secretly wishing someone had loved you gently enough to stay. You wish you were good. Or at least forgivable. But nothing erases it. Not the pills, not the rope around your neck, not the trembling excuses you whisper to yourself. You think about the things pain taught you to do, and it...Read more