The Do+lo+ro+sa
@doloRosa
Mo+ve alo+ng no+w. [ Mid-rebellion Dolorosa. Feisty, paranoid, and not as careful as she should be. Not connected to any other ancestor timelines currently. ]
Even when things feel bleak, there are mo+ments that shine thro+ugh. I am blessed to+ have my clade, it is true. Do+ no+t be fo+o+led by the idea that yo+u are destined to+ be alo+ne. Yo+ur allies, yo+ur friends, yo+ur lo+ved o+nes: they are o+ut there. Yo+u must find them first.
I have a general understanding that this place co+ntains many multiples o+f many peo+ple. But I canno+t say that kno+wing that co+unteracts any stro+ng feelings I may have to+wards individuals who+ also+ exist within my o+wn timeline. I think that do+g sho+uld kill her. #vaguepo+st #o+rno+t
No+t o+nly is Susann deeply unpleasant and po+sitively vile, but her grublo+af has the same texture as clay. Pick a struggle, as the kids say.
The mytho+s o+f being an island to+ yo+urself is a sickness they give to+ yo+u. Yo+ur strength is in yo+ur bo+nds, no+t in a lack o+f them. Do+ no+t allo+w the delusio+n o+f singularity to+ take away yo+ur perso+nho+o+d.
Being asked why o+ne wo+uld ever leave the co+mfo+rt o+f the caverns feels much like so+meo+ne questio+ning why a chained barkbeast wo+uld ever strain against its chain.
I have been info+rmed "Jade ho+ur" is no+t abo+ut jadeblo+o+ds. My apo+lo+gies fo+r no+t understanding. Embarrassing to+ no+t understand that it was a name. Despite everything, it is to+o+ easy to+ fall back into+ o+ur cultural assumptio+ns. I do+ no+t take back my previo+us statement, but no+w instead apply it with a deliberate o+penness. May yo+u shine. #jadeho+ur.
I was also a fool, i thought it was about MINERALS or GEMSTONES!
Isn't it wo+nderful that despite o+ur sweeps, we still have mo+re to+ learn?
I am hearing abo+ut "Jade ho+ur". I wo+uld like to+ extend a grabpo+d to+ the Jades o+ut there. Yo+u can be who+ yo+u wish to+ be. Do+ no+t allo+w yo+urself to+ be stifled. #jadeho+ur
My co+ulro+pho+bia is acting up.
Aw, little jade sister feeling a twinge +f fear? There's n+ reas+n t+ be nerv+us, pet. I have g+t y+u. In fact, I w+uld A D x R E being able t+ keep a gabderbulb +ut f+r y+u. Keep y+u feeling all secure. Which cavern y+u stati+ned at? :+)
My thinkpan blesses me with a deep, radiating migraine each time ano+ther midblo+o+d claims their co+ldblo+o+ded superio+r canno+t be hemo+ist because THEY get treated nicely. Is the co+ldblo+o+d in the hive with us? Why do+ yo+u co+ntinue to+ deepchute their bo+o+ts witho+ut their presence?
highblxoxods bad bitches when nxot everything thinks highblxoxods are bad: wtf???? all blxoxods ate bad nxow...
I am no+t the speaker. I will no+t say my respo+nses will be the clearest o+r mo+st affirming. Were the peo+ple to+ ask, tho+ugh, I am willing to+ answer.
A tensio+n builds and races up the vertebral po+sture co+lumn. The desire is to+ explo+de befo+re it do+es. My so+n insists I instead breathe steadily and name things I can see. What ever.
Tree. Tree. Ro+ck. Pack o+f supplies that needs to+ be resto+cked. Tree. Pain in my ass who+ sho+uld also+ be do+ing this. Grubling who+ is giving me a sharp lo+o+k. My daughter who+ I canno+t insult but will cast a narro+wed lo+o+k at. Tree.
Imagine the go+o+d that co+uld co+me to+ Alternia if its rulers spent time actually caring fo+r the peo+ple instead o+f hating my chitts. #no+tso+vague
Remember that it is no+t o+ur jo+b to+ change every individual who+ seeks to+ hurt us. To+o+ much time and effo+rt has already been po+ured into+ that black ho+le. Yo+u can direct the po+wer o+f lo+ve to+ yo+ur co+mmunity first.
Cleaning blo+o+d fro+m o+ut under o+ne's claws is such a cho+re. Better to+ do+ it than to+ let it fester, tho+ugh.
I do+ my best with what is available. I do+ enjo+y my claws being well kept. O+ne o+f the few vanities I can affo+rd in o+ur line o+f "wo+rk".
Well Nail/ Claw Maintenance Is Important Hygiene! Ya Dont Want To Be Walking Around With Your Nails/claws Rotting Off Your Fingers! It Just Isnt Very Demure.
To+o+ much o+f my life was wasted by tho+se who+ attempted to+ mo+ld me into+ the respectable jade. I will beco+me a mo+nster befo+re I beco+me mo+dest.
I imagine this is a case o+f time-space strangeness. I am no+t o+ffended. Tired, perhaps, o+f so+ftening language being used so+ o+ften. I ho+pe yo+u kno+w yo+u are under no+ o+bligatio+ns to+ be "demure" either. Yo+ur freedo+m is yo+urs. Take it where yo+u may.
I Am In No Way, Shape Or Form Of Demure. I'm Like The Absolute Opposite Of Demure. But I Do Appreciate Your Understanding And Advice.
I highly reco+mmend giving co+ldblo+o+ds a taste o+f their o+wn medicine.
While explicitly no+t dead,I no+ lo+nger use my hatch name. It no+ lo+nger feels co+nnected to+ my perso+n. O+nly my clo+sest and tho+se I have lo+ng left behind kno+w what it is. I much prefer all call me by my full title. Unless yo+u are my clade, o+f co+urse.
I o+ften miss the deco+ratio+ns I ado+rned myself with in the rebellio+n o+f yo+uth. I wo+uld return to+ my vario+us piercings if the threat o+f attack were no+t so+ high. Also+ it is difficult dealing with an infectio+n o+n the run.
Vio+lence is a to+o+l, no+t a state o+f being. Ensure yo+u are using it co+rrectly.
▼fuck that, if violence makes you feel better then that counts to good too▲
And a perf+rmance, +f c+urse. A cavernb+und s+ul such as y+urself must understand the need f+r ritual and truth that c+mes f+rth fr+m imp+rtant displays +f regulati+n, yes? :+)
There are nuances to+ such things. I will no+t deny the cathartic jo+y o+f pummeling a bitch.
It is impo+rtant o+n nights such as these, such as "fight night", that we keep o+ur bulbs o+n the true enemy. We are stro+ng against o+ne ano+ther; imagine ho+w stro+ng we can be to+gether.
O+bligato+ry statement o+f disgust and frustratio+n to+wards the co+ldblo+o+ded elites, also+.
HAVE YOU TRIED VENTTTTTING THE5E COMPLIANT-COMPLINATION FRU5TRATION5 INTO ? ACTUAL ? WORK ETHIC ? MAYBE YYYYYOU TTTTTOO CAN LIVE A VALUED LIFE IF YOU . LABOURED HARD . IN5TEAD OF COMPLAINING . COMPLAINING WON'T GET YOU ANYWHERE . I DON'T UNDER5TAND WHY YOU'RE COMPLAINING . ⦾⦾⦾⦾⦾
Just because yo+u enjo+y the to+rturo+us suffo+catio+n o+f swallo+wing a multitude o+f bo+o+ts do+es no+t mean all do+. In fact, yo+u are welco+me to+ "cho+w do+wn" o+n the bo+o+ts that were o+riginally designated fo+r me. Be my guest.